I miss him right now..... yep fucked up big time....... got the progress report this weekend i had 3E's on there and 2of them are coming off....i told myself that i really am a fuck up and i am living with that fact..... the disconnected my phone this weekend when they(mom and lonnie)left i picked up the phone no dial tone....so i went and picked up the cordless nothing it was dead but did not turn on so i was like what the fuck i was getting really pissy.so i went out side and hit a acid cig.which was my mothers by the way.i went back into the house and figured out how to fix my damn phone.i did but not in time cuz it was 11:30 when i got it to work.... anywho i miss my boyfriend i wish i could call him but i wont be able to until next weekendand for that matter i will be downstate.... but good news lonnie leaves thursday night so hopefully i will be able to use the phone and be able to get ahold of my baby... hummmmm til then Ash