yeah thats right i deleted them all... every last one of them! 196 to be exact! and you wanna know why? its becaus of you! I made this journal because i thought you could be trusted with my darkest secrets (little did i know the ones i trusted not to be in my shit were)but i will now write in my comp book and hide it! I seem to be bad at that but this time i WILL! It hurts but thats okay! Karma is a bitch and when it bites you in the ass you will know why! The think im crazy! Am I? I think not! Buster keyton agrees you are just to blind to see past the end of your nose and realize things! I am not who you think i am! You may try to get inside my head but you cant! U never will! Stop trying because all it is doing is making my life one big hell, I cant do anything. its like Im grounded until im 16 and well when i am sixteen you wont be seeing me! I have so much time on my hands i write in a fucking Journal to keep me occupied! I like a new one he is great he helps me with alot and hearing him talk if wonderful. I could listen to him for hours. Yeah take notes on this and send it to a shink! why dont you just fucking print it out! I hate you all! Just leave b4 you do another life altering decision that hurts! 325091703456086 knives stabed me in the back yet i still live, agony is killing me but im not yet dead! Am i strong, I think so, yet you seem to think otherwise! Its not my fault you do everything wrong and incage me in the house 3 weeks in school and i havent left the house with friends! THANK YOU MOM for giving me gay rules and punishing me for all these things your sisters do and what you see. remind me to thank you never! But on the happier note... fuck there isnt one Im just gunna go