Yesturday was a great day. I got flowers from the guy i had(!) a crush on and one of my friends. I got candy from some of my other friends. Today, however, I found out in first hour that the previously mentioned guy got back together with his ex-girlfriend on Friday. That same Friday, he and I had lunch together and flirted a lot. The card that came with the flowers was obviously writen a little while ago. When I found out he was getting back together with the other girl, not my friend, I started feeling really wierd. I had a mix of emotions. The most prominate one was definately desire to inflict pain on him. LOTS AND LOTS OF PAIN!!!!!!!!! This guy is an ass hole. He just must have a thing for hurting women. He gets them to like him, then he goes off and finds somebody new the next day! He is such a prick. I am so happy i don't see him very much throughout the day. If he tries to talk to me I will either knee him in the groin, or just ignore him. Most likely the latter, because the first would get me into trouble. I can't believe he would do that to me and not even talk to me about it. That is just proof of how much of an ass he is. I liked him and I KNOW he liked me back, and then what oh no, no guess he didn't. I HATE HIM!! Anyway, I had this awesome dream last night. It was soooooo great. I was about twenty three years old, engaged to this really hot guy named Nicholas(gorgeous!), and graduating from college while starting my own business. It was great. (NICHOLAS WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO GORGEOUS! NO JOKE HE WAS LIKE THE PERFECT GUY, AT LEAST FOR ME!!!) ITS RAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOOO happy bout that small fact!*jumping up and down, while dog is trying to bite me* Sorry kids this one was random, just like me!... oh look, a bear(with a beer belly)! Kerstin