Listening to: Follow You Down- Gin Blossoms
Feeling: alone
This is only the second day of my October Break and I have already managed to get myself grounded. Nice, huh? I am planning to start excersizing in the morning, because, i am way to bored and have to get up. hopefully i will run at least two laps and do at least two stadiums, but I am way out of shape(...shut up Andy, nothing from you!).
In other news i do have a few new crushes, one of which i hope asks me to Homecoming soon. He is a really great guy, who I never thought I would like. But hey, he is sweet and funny and can take a hit and give it back, playfully of course. I have to get a dress and jewlery. Which leads me to the next topic up for discussion, I HAVE LITTLE TO NO MONEY!!!! Where the hell did it all go? Yeah, I had to blow 40 bucks on me and a friend to go see a play for school, and cannot in good conscience ask her to pay me back, because i needed her to go with me.
School is fine, but I hate Choir with a passion that beats all else. French has gotten uber confusing now that we have throw in direct and indirect objects, en,and y. It is really kicking my ass big time, but nobody else gets it. I actually had to go in for help after school(first time ever in my life no matter the class). Normally I can figure things out on my own, but not this stuff. It is pure evil I am sure of that at least. I got one B and the rest are all A's. Suprisingly, the B isn't in French but in math, wierd right? But hey, that will get fixed and I will get straight A's at the semester.
I decided that I will no longer be white as a ghost and I am planning on getting my tan back tomorrow, rain or shine, preferably cloudy then rainy towards the end. (Random fact about moi: The perfect day to me is a gray sky with lots and lots of rain and puddles to splash is. Yeah, yeah, yeah I know, Seniors are supposed to be more mature then that, but hey I like to go against the current sometimes. Keep life interesting, it is so much better this way!!)
I am stoked for Halloween! I am going to be a woman attending a masqerade ball. Ana and I are planning on going through the corn maze this year with some friends. Yazz and I are going to go through Geniva's haunted house with her as she points out all the hotties. That is what I call a good time... a ton of really hot guys jumping out at you screaming something incomprehensible at you. Not something you get everyday here in Scottsdale, bummer.
Scolarships are calling my name and I am going to get one, hopefully. While I fill out my college applications this week, i will also apply for scholarships, lots and lots of scholarships.
Lots of love forever and always,
Kerstin
YSFS