OKay.... so0o i have this lil bump in the road!!! i really dont know what to do!! i have must of my friends saying dont do...and some of them saying do whatever u feel... i really dont know what to do!! yea if u didnt guess its about ben!! i was in love w/him...then he hurt me...now we r talking and i really care about him alot but i really dont know what to do!! if u have any ideas im ready to listen i really need help...but i think im just going to be friends...and then see what happens...but i dont know???? well ben is really sick right now...i mean really sick and i feel really hopeless b/c i want to be there for him...but i dont feel right...i think im going to make him some cookies and bring him some!! maybe a lil card that says get better...or something like that...i care for him a lot i just really dont want to get hurt again... hes mom called me today and told me everything that he has to go through i feel really bad hes going to be out of school for a long time... well if u have any ideas leave some....i will stop talking about it all now!! so0o0 tom. i have to go for an intervue(SP) at subway! yeah then i have my basketball thing at 730 @ pjc!! yeah...lol ANYONE WANT TO HANGOUT JUST CALL ME IM NEVER BUSY FOR FRIENDS...HEHE PEACE OUT~