Hey Ok so Friday when Dave came and got me and Trish. We went to Avon and we went to Joey's and chilled there til like 4:30 but we got there at like 2:30 or 3 it was cool. I didn't know anyone except for Steve and i met him at Savannah's b-day party and he is so cool and funny as fuck... So Saturday my mom came and got me at like 9:30 in the morning it was bad because we got back at like 5.. Then i had to baby sit at like 12-4, cause my sister went to a lady that tells the future i forget what they are called... but yea and everything she said was true in some cases she didn't talk about anybody but me and i wasn't even there. It was creepy..(if you wanna know what she said then im me).. but anyways. I called Preston at 5 because he was supposed to be back well he wasn't and i found that out at like 8:48 and that is when he call my cell and told me. Then my mom woke me up and said that he was on phone and i was like ok..SO he told me that he was gonna come over at 4am and that he would call me on his way.. well that didn't happen because he didn't have a ride, because Ricky didn't have enough gas so i just was like w/e.. Sunday i am doin nothing today, except that i was supposed to hangout with Preston but people are stoppin him from hanging out with me. I admitt it i didn't want him to hangout with cici but i can't do anything about it and he basically told me that the only thing that is holding him back for me and cici to hangout with him is Tish. Trish thinks that i have crush on Preston and i don't. This is the first time to get to know the real Preston and when i get that chance people come up with all these things to think shit about me and Preston. Like i was told that people told cici that he cheated on her with me and other people no that's a lie. He was really honest to her and people don't think that about him and it hurts him. That is a reason why he doesn't trust people, and i can understand that. I worry about Preston i really do. I think that it bothers people and it shouldn't me and Preston are just friends. If people can't believe that then they aren't real friends. I try to take all this in but something is stoppin me and it's not me it's other people that are doin it. See say that Cici and Preston started hangin out together and she told him not to hangout with me i would agree because i did the same to her. yea i would be sad but in says i understand what she is and was goin threw. No i'm not taken her side or sucking up, i just sat there and thoguht about it i know what she is goin threw it's just that i'm goin threw it worse then what she is. But anyways cassie m. came over and she gave me Trenton tonight then she got him at like 11, because i have school tomarrow and there is no one that can watch him tomarrow while i'm gone so yea... Who-ever reads this i hope you get what i'm sayin..But thats about it umm.. well i g2g ttyl peace...