Hey i know it's been a while, but i have been haven some problems.. I have been in and out of the hospital for new medical problems everytime i turn around it fuckin sucks so bad...so this weekend i was with trish and her friend brandy well she's my friends too but anyways me and trish made it to this person's house before brandy and andrew well they were pullin up and at the same time i feel down the stairs they added up to two stories and i feel down them i have bruises and cuts all over and it hurt like crazy.. i mean i didn't feel it at first because i went into shock so i didn't feel anything until i calmed down...I'm moving i'm goin to transfer schools..i'm goin from z-ville to lebanon..I got to get out of here i mean it is all too much and i can't take all the bull shit no more.. i know i'm running from my problems but i really don't give a fuck just as long as i don't have to worry about them anymore, you know??? yea but me, my mom, and jim are moving into an apartment in lebanon, im excited!! that is all that is important is that i'm happy with what i'm doin so you know... But i have been hanging out with trish a lot more she is the only person that i hangout with, it's not that i don't have any friends it's that i'm too busy with her for them but i don't care because she is my best friend in the fuckin world and i'm always here for her when she needs someone... i mean she is always there for me, and we are so much a like which is a good thing because i wouldn't be the way i am with her if we weren't..i mean we aren't a like we just it's hard to explain i mean you would have to see us together then you would know what i'm talkin about..lol.. but yea like if she wasn't like what she is now i probably wouldn't have told her as much as i did or have.. Anyways my brother is getting married on December 19, 2005 and i'm the brides maid, well one of them and i'm pretty excited about that... tina, leigha, and i are goin to the mall this weekend so that me and tina can get dresses..i don't like them but i have to, my mom said that she was taken a shit load of pictures as black mail and i'm like what the fuck.. but i don't care.. Leigha and my brother have to meet her ex-husband half way from mississippi so like kentucky or somewhere so that they can get her two kids(michael 6, Elania 3)... they are gonna be in the weddin too, and you probably know what they are gonna do so i don't have to tell you... But yea that is it really umm i g2g i'll just ttyl.. ok have a good day and be back l88er... bye