I am fighting with meself. I want to get in the msn, but I remember me crying yesterday, than I say "NO". let them see how it is when I get angry and hurt, because I have a heart too. I am a good listener, but I need to be listened sometimes, and people don't consider that fact. I am sick of being hurt. it is enough. if they want me as a friend, let them fight for that. it is simple to be my friend...just try understanding me and don't be such an egoist. fucking life is this...isn't it?