Baby tell me where'd you ever learn to fight without saying a word? Then waltz back into my life like it's all gonna be alright... Don't you know how much it hurts... When we don't talk, when we don't touch, when it doesn't feel like we're even in love. it matters to me when i dont know what to say don't know what to do don't know of it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters to me Baby I still don't understand the distance between a woman and a man. So tell me how far it is and how you can love like this... Cuz I'm not sure I can. When we don't talk, when we don't touch, when it doesn't feel like we're even in love. it matters to me when i dont know what to say don't know what to do don't know if it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters to me oh and i don't know what to say don't know what to do don't know if it really even matters to you how can i make you see it matters to me oh it matters to me Thats about how i feel right now! For some reason, this weekend Pat and I havent seem to be close! Maybe its just me, maybe im just losing my mind! But for example we sat on seperate couches all weekend...i hate that! I just want to be close to him, I HATE IT!!! He also made me cry, and I cant even remember why! We went to Graduation Parties all weekend and for some reason I wondered if he was embarressed to have me in front of his friends! He ignored me and treated me sorta of like a tag-along. Now I know I dont know many of his friends and that he was gonna talk to them, I understand that. I just understand why I felt more like I was just tagging along rather then his girlfriend. It just hurts so bad! Sometimes I wonder who he loves more...me or his best friend. I know he jokes around alot, but sometimes he takes jokes to far and they just hurt! Tonight we barely talked and I didnt even get to see him today because he had to work and then umpire! I might not even get to see him this week at all, because he works and then umpires! I just want to cry! Its not fair!!! Maybe hes right...maybe I am just overreacting....