Honestly, This week/month whatever has sucked. If any of yinz had the slightest clue what I've been going thru you wouldnt be able to take it. Some of you probably wont be able handle any of it. But you know me, I just stand there with a smile, facing the world as if theres nothing wrong. I wont tell anyone of you. You have no right to know and its none of your buisness. I know your my friends and you wanna help and u care, but please just dont ask. Cause I wont be able to smile much longer. Give me some time trust me the story will come out. I dont know how I feel happy throughtout the day. I started to cry in Video, the other day. Thank God no one noticed it. I was hoping Ms. Guy wouldnt know notice it, and I dont think she did. *phew* I just cant stand it. I cant...I just cant! I dont know why...It just cant..O God!