Hey peeps!! Wats new! yea i haven't typed in here in a long itme!! lol omg one problem i really need to talk about is that on our softball team!! gggrrr!!! 3 girls from lower than me are coming up to our team and it makes me so mad because i seriously hate them!! one of the girls is nice but she tends to be really stuck up!! Another one is really slutty!! :S and one i guess from what ppl tell me is that she is nice but i still don't want her to come MY team!! The nice girl is our coach's neice and im frusturated that our coach might favor her and put her in instead of my awesome friend taylor because she is rly good and i like her at first alot!! but omg another one of problems is that one of my "good" "friends" is being realyl stuck up and its like she needs ALL the attention!! im not even kidding and that she expects ppl to think she is the best at everything she does!! Miss Perfect Right???? Omg i just really cant even stand talking to her!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO??????? Im so frusturated!! Not even kidding!!

Everyone knows me as a nice little girl...some say im cool, some say im short, some say they love me but i really don't know what to believe anymore! I really beleive the people closest to me and you all know who you are...im so thankful you all are here! None of you know im writing this!! Most people write all this depressing stuff but im am sooooo thankful of you i am and who i have by my side! Just be thankful for the people you have too!!!!! Thanx!

Hey i guess i dont even know u! u shoud tell me more about u!! uhm...

My feelings are strong and no one knows, i don't know if i should tell but i want to so bad...she is my best friend and i hope she doesn't do anything...i love her so much and she knows i care for her but i don't know if that is delaying her decision on what to do! If you read this **** i love you so much and think of me when you getting the urge of doing anything...but for the rest of you, all i am saying to you people out there is that think of your friends that love you sooo much and that care about you, when you are thinking of doing it!! Later!!