So, I'm pretty much, Tired of being me. I dont like myself anymore. And yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself. But you know what, in all honesty, no one else would. So, I was supposed to go see The White Stripes tonight, but my coach is sort of an ass. So I'm not really diggen the intire foot ball scene right now. And you know, I've been trying to make alot of changes, I really hope they'll work. I'm trying to change myself. I want my pain to be gone, yes. But I also have to much to live for, I think. You know, there are very few things holding me back, from doing all the things i yearn to do. And they soon will no longer be there. So just so you know, I've enjoyed our time together, but It one day will end