soo my day eh its okay i am bored and i am watching the cat and the dog play like cat and dog. so the other day my friend got this forture cookie and it said the funniest thing " all a friend asks for is your time not your money" that means somthing to me. and well i am not sure if i even want there time any more because i really don't even want to be a friend but i would love there REAL time and not just a moment with them. that would be the real thing i want today i think brian is gonna come over or something like that

it was pretty cool i enjoyed it very much i shoped alot and yeh saw a buncg of asians and yeh when i got back i hung out with my asians and it was nice then i hung out with brian and gah i love him? whoa that was werid but i really like him i am happy i am with him he makes me happy and before i left i hung out with my bestfriend ever bryan shea before he left to go far far away gah i miss him tooo. but yeh okay laters

AHH I AM GOING TO THAiLAND ON MONDAY AND SINCE i COULDN'T GET MY PASSPORT iNTiME I HAD TO GET MY AiRPLANE TiCKET MOVED TO MONDAY iNSTEAD OF SUNDAY WiTH MY MOM AND AUNT SO i HAVE TO GO ON THE AiRPLANE BY MYSELF FOR LIKE 15 HOURS TO TAWIAN THEN WAiT THERE FOR 2 HOURS AND THEN GET BACK ON THE AiRPLANE FOR ANOTHER 5 HOURS SO i CAN ARiVE iN THAiLAND FOR LiKE TEN DAYS i'M GONNNA MiSS OUT ON SO MUCH

things are going okay i love my asains tho Nade Erin and Rosie they make me feel better when no one is around besides my white chicky poos i love them too and them dutchcans well iam with brian now and i guess that is going good now but he is so far away and i am really dumb and i keep comparing things to my past love which i miss him terriblably or horribley or gah i need to learn how to spell but really badly but i am Getting over which ahh that feeling feels soo good i can't believe how good that feeels but like Mariah cArey sings Don't forget about us i misss last year and all that shit

gafggdhfdjshfkcjafdhgdahfiudhfnjds so any way i haven't talked to brian in a while thats werid thinsg are eh i hate work bonnies come visit me yeh? i know you wIll soon enough so i am bummed because i can't go to florida DisnEyWORRRLLLLD because of a dumb hurricane so now i am probleay gonna go to disney land which is wonderful just eh ok well <3 late

well um shit has beeen going down i am not sure i am actually reallly happy you know okay same as my blog in myspace i have no idea i am soo fucking over things sometimes i am like why? i fucking hate school too. todaythe weather sucked so much fucking dickhole.and it hurts the internet hurts i don't know i just get over it aim is over it i am over myspace i am over most things in life i wanna go in turtle hole agian maybe after i get away and spend time with my mommy and familythings will be better things always gett better right? i hope this time i guess things have gotten better that i have notice but not the way things were i wanna go back to whatthings were like a year ago maybe i just wish we were all happy and if we had lovers that they stayed with you and they kept there promises? i want that i want my promise to really be real i get all this promises but what he Kept none . none that i know . sometimes i stay awake at nite and try to piece all this together i like why and why that and this such as like okay what bad thing did i do to get this? i gotten my amand aback and i have my beth abck but not to sound greedy i want more i wanna best friend agian were i hang out with them alllll the FuCKKKIng time and with them none stop like a sister or a brother i just want that i mean i have like really good bffs like Jo but its like i love people too much and i mean Bryan ? my best guy who has alwAys have beenn there for me and he was my warmth with i was cold(haha thats so true tho like on rainy days) bryan is goinging away like no T.O. but fucking Geogia? i can't i don't i never relized how much every one does and the memeroirs i have with him gahhhh i love him so much i feel so icky he is really leaving *people always leave* but why can't they ALL come back i want alota of things to come back thats alll i want i want alot of my special people back into my life even if we had the worst i misss them soooo terrilbleeeyyy or however you spell it i just want them back i want waht i had last year i had everything EVERyTHing ..a boy and a BEst fRiend and they loved me and ahh i just wanna go back i can't wait .... i wanna so much ew i am greeddy but i have stuff now i have a boy and he is so sweeet i don't think he can hurt me this one can't that i know of yet and don't forget about us but i worte kidna were i am stil thinking about my jew and i always think baout him AlWays and it fucking sucks i can't even hurt brian either i think ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww fuck me and die

fucking hate everything right now, everything and body well almost what the fuck am i really crazy? i hope i am not rea;y crazy because o0o shit

Brianz Like Wha [9:36 PM]: hey Mayoxo [9:36 PM]: brian! Mayoxo [9:36 PM]: hi what are you doing? Brianz Like Wha [9:36 PM]: i jus got back from work Brianz Like Wha [9:36 PM]: i was about to calll u up rite now Brianz Like Wha [9:36 PM]: but i gotta shower like in 2mins Brianz Like Wha [9:37 PM]: 5hrs same as yesterday lol Mayoxo [9:37 PM]: maybe less but i am down so get all clean and then call me Brianz Like Wha [9:37 PM]: lol Brianz Like Wha [9:37 PM]: today no french hw Brianz Like Wha [9:37 PM]: u got hw for french? Mayoxo [9:38 PM]: yeh but it was soo easy Brianz Like Wha [9:38 PM]: cuz ur pro Brianz Like Wha [9:38 PM]: frenchy macie Mayoxo [9:38 PM]: nerd Brianz Like Wha [9:38 PM]: le bebe Mayoxo [9:38 PM]: it was just to make a family tree in french Mayoxo [9:38 PM]: your le bebe Brianz Like Wha [9:39 PM]: ima call u le bebe Brianz Like Wha [9:39 PM]: :D Mayoxo [9:39 PM]: hehe Mayoxo [9:39 PM]: ^_^ Brianz Like Wha [9:39 PM]: bonjour! comment t'appelle tu? Mayoxo [9:40 PM]: ja' appelle maycie Brianz Like Wha [9:40 PM]: is tt how u actually spell ur name Mayoxo [9:40 PM]: fuck i can't read for shit Mayoxo [9:40 PM]: you have to say it to me Brianz Like Wha [9:40 PM]: ok Brianz Like Wha [9:41 PM]: i like talk wit u better on phone Brianz Like Wha [9:41 PM]: so i can hear ur voice Mayoxo [9:41 PM]: ok le bebe Brianz Like Wha [9:41 PM]: ima go shower Brianz Like Wha [9:41 PM]: nd ill call u up Mayoxo [9:41 PM]: get nice an clean ok Mayoxo [9:41 PM]: you better Brianz Like Wha [9:41 PM]: jolle fille Mayoxo [9:42 PM]: hehe Brianz Like Wha [9:42 PM]: u kno wut tt means? Mayoxo [9:42 PM]: no but i am looking up right now Brianz Like Wha [9:42 PM]: o Brianz Like Wha [9:42 PM]: lol Mayoxo [9:42 PM]: what does it mena? Mayoxo [9:42 PM]: mean* Brianz Like Wha [9:43 PM]: i spelt it wrong Brianz Like Wha [9:43 PM]: its jolie fille Mayoxo [9:43 PM]: aw Brianz Like Wha [9:43 PM]: miel Mayoxo [9:44 PM]: honey? Mayoxo [9:44 PM]: brian est le meilleur Mayoxo [9:44 PM]: il me fait le sourire Brianz Like Wha [9:44 PM]: ye Mayoxo [9:45 PM]: bet you don't know that shit Brianz Like Wha [9:45 PM]: better one? Mayoxo [9:45 PM]: better one? Mayoxo [9:45 PM]: okay go shower mon bebe Brianz Like Wha [9:45 PM]: it is done me it to smile Brianz Like Wha [9:45 PM]: sumthing like tt Mayoxo [9:46 PM]: close nuff Mayoxo [9:46 PM]: disparaissent la douche Brianz Like Wha [9:46 PM]: je vous aime, le bebe Mayoxo [9:46 PM]: haha Mayoxo [9:46 PM]: aw Mayoxo [9:47 PM]: ok go shower so you can call me Brianz Like Wha [9:47 PM]: ok Brianz Like Wha signed off at 9:47 PM

ahh i am soo happy i haven't been like this in so long i am so happpy i like brian so much er he i like my er i just can't wait

life is better well no not really my mom is all sick and shit and things with ben are suuckky but any way i think things are going better i ham taking french at school its sooo cool and welll things ar okay i miss ben but really i misss my best friend alot too much i feel so replaced even tho i am not becuase i am me and no one can take that but thats how i feel i feel so icky it makes me sad and shit she like never wants to be with me

gebu8 [11:51 PM]: heylo... watcha up to? Mayoxo [11:52 PM]: not much Mayoxo [11:52 PM]: how was your day gebu8 [11:53 PM]: hmm... it was alright... i went to the mall... and then erin's house... and then i went bowling... and then now home Mayoxo [11:55 PM]: o0o did you have fun? Mayoxo [11:58 PM]: i thoiught you were gonna go to LAX or no gebu8 [11:58 PM]: i did already... gebu8 [11:58 PM]: i left monday... came back wednesday Mayoxo [11:59 PM]: how was it ? Mayoxo [11:59 PM]: did everything go okay ? gebu8 [11:59 PM]: well... i guess everything went according to plan... buh... i spent more money than what i hoped for Mayoxo [12:01 AM]: o0o how much over did you spend Mayoxo [12:01 AM]: ? gebu8 [12:01 AM]: over? gebu8 [12:01 AM]: about 40 dollars over Mayoxo [12:01 AM]: o0o gebu8 [12:03 AM]: yea... sucks gebu8 [12:03 AM]: i need money too lol Mayoxo [12:03 AM]: do you need to borrow some you can gebu8 [12:04 AM]: the poker set u were gona give me... jus give it to danh cuz... yea... i can't use it in boot camp lol gebu8 [12:04 AM]: thanks for the offer... but i don't like to borrow money... (^_^) Mayoxo [12:05 AM]: ok gebu8 [12:07 AM]: yer so kewl tho... if i ever need help... you're there... if i need to talk to someone... you're there... i'm gona miss you... yer the only girl i know that's as cheerful as you are... i appreciate meeting you Mayoxo [12:10 AM]: aw thank you gabe Mayoxo [12:10 AM]: gosh i am gonna miss but i am glad i got to meet you Mayoxo [12:10 AM]: your always there for me too gebu8 [12:10 AM]: lol no i'm not Mayoxo [12:11 AM]: yesh you are Mayoxo [12:11 AM]: and your so sweet gebu8 [12:11 AM]: being sweet is part of my personality... so... that's why a lota girls think i'm flirty haha... so... being sweet sometimes suck (^_^) Mayoxo [12:12 AM]: but your so awsome gosh your whole family is Mayoxo [12:12 AM]: your mom is so nice and rosie is too Mayoxo [12:13 AM]: but your so fun i am really happy we got to hang out but i wish we could of hung out more gebu8 [12:14 AM]: yea... i gota get a life tho lol... i'm like already 19... i fucked up in school... so i have another chance to make a difference in my life... so i gota do good and get myself together... get a house and car... and then we could chills wenevas (^_^) Mayoxo [12:15 AM]: okay when you get alll like together and i am ollder we have to hang out because you are those kinda of people who are worth keeping around a long time gebu8 [12:15 AM]: haha yea... fosho... i'll take you out... i don't mind growing old with you Mayoxo [12:15 AM]: smiles

boys suck but every one knew that hehe i love beth beth is back!

O)o shit its cRazzy now like me and ben are done its sad but i learned and i grew from it and now its funny because i met this guy and he is beautiful and not to sound like awful but he is very very high on the social thing ew that was super snobby but o0o well amanda wants his brother too he is just wonderful and he thinks i am hot and beautiful errr i am happy but at the same time i just love ben so much!

ew i am so over shit no i am not over it but i will soon i just FUCK hate it ! every part of it

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well i just got back from bakersfeild/Lake Isbella i got to hang out with my love KRistA marie stapley! so yeh that we way cool we went shopping went to a random lake and ate alot and just spent time together then my dad picked me up and we went to the lake that was really fun i love lake isabella it is one of the only places that makes me truely happy like on a cloud because i love my family and i just had a wonderful blast!! hehe and yeh well some werid shit has happend but i really don't want to go into detail about that because that makes me super sad and shit i love all the people who helped me with it Nadine Jordyn Bryan and yeh i just feel so icky about it i have no idea the feeling and the pain back and it just puts holes in my love and trust and everything i have to go now bye i miss beth

well today is JUNE 30th my wonderful love JORDyN MariE's 15th B-DAy and happy b-day to her well to think about it a year ago i faught with her so much ! because i felt as if she loset me but now we are friends agian so it is wonderful as i could image and other things to talk about .... Today i am going to Stanta Barbara to walk around and shop with My Mom so i can Feel Like her BAby again that may sound werid but so True things with ben are going Pretty good ! REally GReat but the only thing is that the whole sneaking around is kinda getting on my neaves but whatevers ANd beth i just love her and i happy to be there for her! MAycie hope alll of yours Summers are Blessed with all the Happiness and LOve any mother could give and/or Friends could Provide!

omg! today was so much fun! it was GReAt! BEn+bEth+ME=SUPER FUN IN L.a. oh shit i loved it we went to chinatown.ate at some random viet place then shoped around for like ever then we just started driving around and then beth was alll Melrose? okay so we walked around and everything was like a billion dollers and so we didn't get a bunch of stuff but next week we are so !! SO!! doing it again! i can't wait because i have to buy this TuTu at the COSmo sHow .store and the guys that own it is so COOL they are all GAy and the the MAIn OWner! is A GAY like punker and he was wearing like lip liner and shit! o0o it was so Fun! i love it! Okay ! well yeh i am gonna go now! LOves Us ALL! MAYciE

okay we i have just been okay now last night i with beth and well we haven't been great good grils and i odn't think this summer i am gonna be a good girl but whatver okay i am gonna do somthing else now because i really don't feel like typin okay lovers out there have a great love this summer! Maycie

for some reason today i have no feeling i just feel so over it and i just want to be so over it but i can't well any way summer has been cool so far i think and just you know keep going and thats what makes me happy kinda not really i am really becomeing a person i don't know at all i mean all the things i have been agianst i have givin in to like the name of the diary givinitallaway yeh well i have and all my gaurd and brick walls have come crashing down and i have nothing left i feeel gay!!!! gay! gay! no means to get the REal Gay people anal but yeh i have no idea what i am sayin okay so i liked this one guy and i was into him you and he led me on and i knew him for one day and i was head over heels for him and them boom o0o i have a girlfriend and then i add him on myspace and i read his Gf's profile 2years and some that is so crazy i don't even know what to think i just am hating hating it but i had to get over that now i am but the thing that is the worst is that i am so into ben and it hurts because i love ben but it just can't work out between us just because he gettin old and sooon he is gonna leave just like every one everyone always leave and the ones that love me back will come back but will him i don't think he will shit is laMe heylo i am maycie and i AM LAMe!!