The first thing I only saw was the bright but dark sky. I looked around amazed about the perfect sky with white puffy clouds. ‘It must be too good, as it is meant for a dream,’ as I sat up glazing dreamily at my surroundings. I saw the bright green blades of grass; it is really tall as it sways in the gentle silent breeze. Looking straight forward I saw something that scared me, the dark blackness of the forest. I have no clue why, but I have a sudden fright of it. So I got up as I realize my long white dress that was full of ruffles, the dress was bright of the comfortable sun, it seems to blind me. With my long dark hair flowing like the grass I suddenly realized, too peaceful. Filling with fear as I felt the forest inching forward, I wanted to run, needed to run but looking at the forest was keeping me in a trance being curious. Finally breaking from the trance that seems to last too long, way too long, I turned away from the dark, scary forest and I ran and ran in the opposite direction from the forest. As I ran, it seems to go in slow motion and getting me no where. Even my heart beat was pounding slowly cause of the way my speed was when I was running. To my right there is a mirror-like pond that had a deck. The water was enchanted by the sky. There wasn’t a ripple in the water which strikes me odd because of the breeze through the grass. To my left there was a garden that was filled with the most amazing colors but I didn’t stop to make out the shape of the flowers because my eyes were on my goal which was straight forward on the white house that seems to be one and a half story tall. As I ran in the semi-frozen time, with my bare feet softly pounding on the ground without a sound, the house seems to grow further and further away as I try to come closer to it. I turned to look at the forest and it seems to grow near and bigger. I try to scream out but the fear has taken over my voice so I kept on running and running which was getting me nowhere. Then there was a great pain in my leg and then I started to see the grass growing near. I was falling, and since I was falling it seems that I was falling in a wide black hole. As I keep falling into the black darkness, I heard a voice, “Wake up,” someone pleaded. It sounded like a woman’s voice. Then I felt like I landed with my heart there racing. I woke up trying to breath. I felt like I was under water for a long time. I gasped and gasped for air. I shot up from a bed, waking from the eerie forest dream. “Doctor, Doctor, come quick she woke up!” shouted a lady that has a face that looked familiar. She has deep red hair that seems to stretch out forever, with eyes of a green shad of jade. I was gasping for air mesmerized about this amazing woman’s face. ‘Who is she’ as my thoughts was trying to race through my memory but I don’t remember anything, not even my own name. “Oh thank God, my baby is back,” as the woman looked at me in amazement. I couldn’t find my voice to talk but my mind was racing with questions to ask. She reached to touch my hand. I guess I felt the heat from her hands before she even put them to mine. I felt frighten so I moved my hands out of her reach. “Oh Ronny, it’s me your mama, don’t you remember me?” asked the woman with a concern but polite face. I didn’t know how to answer; I couldn’t find my voice to speak, so I laid there in a bed just staring at her. I don’t know why but my heart returned to a normal pace. Just a look of the woman made me become relaxed. I reached my freezing hands to touch her face, she was shocked about my cold icy hands, but she began to smile as my hands wonder on amazement of her face. The door opened, and there was a man dress in a bright white coat standing in the door way looking in to see who was in the room. “Ronny, Ronny Sadie?” asked the man. “Yes, her name is Ronny. Who are you?” demanded the woman with red hair. “Well, I am Dr. Roberts, you must be the mother,” informed the doctor. “Yes, Shelly Sadie,” answered the woman. “Ah, let’s have a look at Ronny.” The doctor took out a flashlight to examine my eyes. When he finished looking at one of my eye and about to go onto the other, I felt a chilling flash and my vision went bright white. Then through the brightness I saw something. I saw eyes of the color of amazing grays eyes. They looked excited then it seems to grow angry because they turned black. Then everything turned white again. “Ronny, are you alright?” asked Dr. Roberts with concern. “What?” I seem to whisper out. “You seemed too dazed out on us,” explained the doctor. “Uh, Doctor, will Ronny be going home today, she has been her for quite a while.” informed Shelly. “How-how long have I been her?” I asked in a choked weak whisper. They look at me with some discomfort, I was afraid of the answer. “Uh, about three months,” admitted my doctor. Three months? What?! I felt lost, apart of me just wanted to get up and run. I don’t know why but I had that vibe that I hated hospitals, being closed up, locked up with no way out and without knowing it. I want to know why I was here, but I think I was a mile behind from ever knowing. The truth was, I was afraid of the truth but I needed to know. “How did I get here?” there I asked, but why aren’t they answering? “Why am I here,” still no answer, maybe a little louder. “Why am I here, why?” I couldn’t stand the silence anymore so I started screaming ‘why am I here, answer me, answer me over and over again. No one would just answer me, but they screamed for a nurse. She came to drug me with a needle. That still didn’t stop me from asking one more time. “Why am I here…” My speech slurred and the room became blurry and dull and that was the last thing I remembered. The throbbing pain in my head was the thing that woke me up. I woke up and the room was filled of empty darkness. I can hear the nurses walking down the hall and I can see the lights from the halls creeping under my door which set an eerie glow through out the room. I continued to look around and I can hear the tick tock of the clock on the wall. I wonder what the time was but I couldn’t see the hands for the hours and minutes. I sat up, my body felt really heavy and my head feels like it weighs a ton. I tried and tried to get my strength to lift my legs out of the bed and put them on the icy floor. Tick-tock, tick, tick, tick as the clock sang along as I started with all my might to stand up. Of course since I have been lying in the bed for quite some time, I couldn’t stand. Instead I fell to the freezing floor. ‘Damn it’ I scolded myself.

What Icons are for you?(Thank you for #1!! Please check out my other Memes!!) by ladyallieUsernameFavourite ColourSexMaleFemaleYES PLEASE!UndecidedBothNeitherYour Love icon is...Your Sexy Icon is...Your Animal Icon is...Your Sad Icon is...Your Random Icon is...Your Happy Icon is...Your Food Icon is...Your Cartoon Icon is...Your Angry Icon is...Quiz created with MemeGen!

Try this but DON'T Cheat....it is really neat but DON'T CHEAT...... This is freaky as HECK...DO NOT CHEAT (You'll kick yourself later) I was a little skeptical trying this, but if you follow the instructions to the "t" you'll be surprised!!!! All of my answers were accurate. We'll see tomorrow if the wish comes true. I'll let you know. Take 3 minutes and try this...it will freak you out! The person who sent it to me said her wish came true 10 minutes after they read the mail. BUT NO CHEATING! This game has a funny/spooky outcome. Don't read ahead...just do it in order! It takes about three minutes...it's worth a try :) First..get a pen and paper. When you actually choose names, make sure it's people you actually know and go with your first instinct. Scroll down one line at a time...and don't read ahead or you'll ruin it! 1. First, write the numbers 1 through 11 in a column. 2. Then, beside numbers 1 and 2, write down any two numbers you want. 3. Beside the 3 and 7, write down the names of members of the opposite sex. NO LOOKING AHEAD...OR IT WONT TURN OUT RIGHT! 4. Write anyone's name (like friends or family....) in the 4th, 5th, and 6th spots. 5. Write down four song titles in 8,9, 10, and 11. GO WITH YOUR INSTINCT PEOPLE!!!! 6. Finally, make a wish. And now the key for the game..... 1. You must tell (the number in space 2) people about this game. 2. The person in space 3 is the one that you love. 3. The person in 7 is one you like but can't work out. 4. You care most about the person you put in 4. 5. The person you name in number 5 is the one who knows you very well. 6. The person you name in 6 is your lucky star. 7. The song in 8 is the song that matches with the person in number 3. 8. The title in 9 is the song for the person in 7. 9. The tenth space is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. 10. and 11 is the song telling you how you feel about life NOW...send this to 10 people within the hour you read this...IF you do..your wish will come true

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:BrittneyBirthday:August 4thBirthplace:EvansvilleCurrent Location:EvansvilleEye Color:hazelHair Color:brownHeight:5'8Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:englishThe Shoes You Wore Today:chucksYour Weakness:my hearingYour Fears:heightsYour Perfect Pizza:cheeseGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:new carYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:ayeThoughts First Waking Up:i have to peeYour Best Physical Feature:my eyesYour Bedtime:2 amYour Most Missed Memory:summer of 04'Pepsi or Coke:pepsiMacDonalds or Burger King:neitherSingle or Group Dates:groupLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nesteaChocolate or Vanilla:chocolateCappuccino or Coffee:cappDo you Smoke:noDo you Swear:yesDo you Sing:yes, but it is horribleDo you Shower Daily:yesHave you Been in Love:yesDo you want to go to College:yesDo you want to get Married:yesDo you belive in yourself:yesDo you get Motion Sickness:yesDo you think you are Attractive:i dont knowAre you a Health Freak:well..Do you get along with your Parents:yesDo you like Thunderstorms:yesDo you play an Instrument:yesIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:noIn the past month have you Smoked:noIn the past month have you been on Drugs:noIn the past month have you gone on a Date:noIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yesIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:noIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:noIn the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:noIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:noEver been Drunk:noEver been called a Tease:noEver been Beaten up:noEver Shoplifted:noHow do you want to Die:naturallyWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:richWhat country would you most like to Visit:AustrailiaIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:brownFavourite Hair Color:brownShort or Long Hair:shortHeight:6'Weight:??Best Clothing Style:??Number of Drugs I have taken:0Number of CDs I own:??Number of Piercings:??Number of Tattoos:??Number of things in my Past I Regret:??CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Hey sorry I havent written in here that much, it is just if I am not at home I am at school, if I am not a school then I am at work, if not any of those places then I am looking for a car. Well it is hectic but I love the stress, it inspires me. So how is everyone doing? Well, my life is really lonely since my friends are off at college and we never get to do stuff over the weekend. Well I really dont much to say because I am a boring person. OH- I almost bought a car friday until I heard the actual miles that was on the car... over 200,000 miles. I was like 'ha bye' Well I got to go... Adios! Brittney

Sorry I havent written in this thing for a while... I guess I was busy with my homework and work... WHOO HOO!!! well i am not going to write much.... bye

Who Will You Kill? by whoblowsthereYour Name:Date Of the Incident:March 10, 2022# Of Witnesses:743,043Where It Occured:SchoolWith What:butter knifeWho:All of HansonQuiz created with MemeGen!

I helped my friend Tara with her yard sale because she is trying to raise some money for college... i tried to sell my books and old toys and even my stereo..... I made $3.20 hahaha.... OMG it was freaking hot!!!!!!!! Tara woke me up at 5 this morning and I got up and showered and sit in the hot heat, then moving in the hot heat... i was sweaty and stinky haha...now I came home and showered again and slept for little over an hour and then I have to go to work in an hour. So I say it was a productive day. I cant wait to go shopping on monday I am going to go SPEND CRAZY!!! with my $3.20.

Ew.... Last week I was at work and my new work shoes arent very good water... I was taking the boxes out and I slipped by the hot water heater and my arm hit the damn thing.... let me tell you.. it was freaking hot... so all this week I walked around with this burn on my arm and well.... I think it is kinda cool... on wednesday I was carring a ladder and the ladder scraped my burn and it took some skin... now my burn is scabby... haha. And now a week later it is peeling... gross. Have anyone got hurt while they were at the job? if so share some stories.... Brittney

well yesterday was my birthday...so happy birthday to me... For my birthday me, tare and dj went to Janbo's, a chinese place to eat. It wasnt bad, normally I wouldnt eat chinese food because I didnt know what was in it, so I was pretty open minded about the dining experience. I dont feel older... well that is what everyone will say. Well that is all I have on my mind today... oh I just ordered a jacket from Hong Kong... and it is a cool jacket... I cant wait till I get it... it is my birthday gift... adios Brittney

Your Birthdate: August 4 Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer. You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize. Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual. Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times. The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled. You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details. There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I guess this week is good... I got a happy paycheck...got complements on my driving in driving ( haha to all of you who thinks I drive like crap) and today my instrutor (I get different ones) was so hot...(damn the memories are good....grrrrrr) I worked a lot... that is good to me because I LOVE to work... I love my job. My birthday is next week...humm what else? I guess that is all... sorry for those who like to read me bitching about things... Adios *Random thought* Family Guy is freaking AWESOME!! I mean really freaking awesome! Brittney

Your Power Color Is Indigo At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"What's Your Power Color?

This week had some good days and bad days... I got a cell phone... finally. And I had a bad luck day yesterday... dropping everything and tripping and it turns out that I might not get my hearing aids... they said I dont need them because they are still working... Hello it is 8 years old and it is barely working! Oh well I will get new hearing aids sooner or later.... well I am going now.. Brittney

We all have thought of how our ideal mates would dress, smell, or act. When we meet a potential person who can be the next mate you think of what qualities he or she can deliver. I know I have, there is a certain smell that can really attract me to a guy and how he can act. First impression is how you can place yourself with the potential person. I see in commercials that women are attracted to certain cologne and it makes me wonder, is a girl more of a girl than we think? I know it sounds confusing but girls like guys on how they dress, smell, and act and the guys like a girl on how they dress, smell, and act. What I am trying to get at is, is the female more masculine and the male is more girly? If not then why does each gender gets really attracted to the other?

I was at the beginning At the beginning where no one really noticed me At the beginning to be something A beginning of a new talent At the beginning to try something new A new beginning of fear A beginning to achieve To a beginning to be me

I guess things havent gone that great lately.... Sometimes I just spend my days just lying down and starring at the ceiling.... well there is nothing else to do because no one calls me anymore.... maybe when I start college I will make new friends... at least different ones than the ones I have now. Oh I found out that I am a semi-finalist of a writing I wrote... I guess that is something to be excited about...if I win I can use that money to my college... cause I really need to get that in order... I cant wait till I drive and register for my classes. Brittney

Okay last week I got my guitar! That is bitchin and yesterday I got a book on how to play the guitar, and when I learn how to play, I want to perform in front of my friends... the song I want to perform is 'Friend of a Friend' by the Foo Fighters... it is Dave's first song and it is about Kurt C. Isnt that awesome? I am finally going to do something different that will separate me from my friends (bikers). Oh there are some things that made me pissed yesterday... it was Danielle.... she had a camping trip and invited my friends and she didnt even think about inviting me... my other friends tried to talk her into it but she was really rude. What does she has against me? Last Friday..not yesterday... I went to the blues festival with her because she wasnt comfortable going with her ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend... after what I do for her she still treat me like crap! She trys to say she is preg. again... I think she is making this up so she can be with her boyfriend (excuse me her ex) or she is making this up to get attention. Also she is making up different story behind my back! Well before last Friday she told me that she was going out with the guy and they agreed to see other people and stay together and she told DJ that she and the guy broke up and she was planning a "suicide" note.... This girl needs to get her story straight.... Well maybe I should have a gathering and invite everyone but Danielle and see if she likes the feeling.... humm I should think of what I should do.... Well I am going to end this bitchy side of me... and I am going to end this entry adios!! Brittney

Hey everyone I just got back from the Blues Festival and they play some good music. It is clear that all the guys are horn dogs down in KY. I hate cat calls because they make you feel embarrassed. But then again they can make you feel confident. Maybe it is time I start think differently about myself. Yes that is what I should do....

I took the "Constellation" quiz on gURL.com I am...CentaurusAre you the superstar in your crowd? Is capable your middle name? Maybe it should be. Because you seem to have a lot in common with the multi-talented centaur Chiron, teacher to the ancient Greek gods. Read more...What constellation are you?