The first thing I only saw was the bright but dark sky. I looked around amazed about the perfect sky with white puffy clouds. ‘It must be too good, as it is meant for a dream,’ as I sat up glazing dreamily at my surroundings. I saw the bright green blades of grass; it is really tall as it sways in the gentle silent breeze. Looking straight forward I saw something that scared me, the dark blackness of the forest. I have no clue why, but I have a sudden fright of it. So I got up as I realize my long white dress that was full of ruffles, the dress was bright of the comfortable sun, it seems to blind me. With my long dark hair flowing like the grass I suddenly realized, too peaceful. Filling with fear as I felt the forest inching forward, I wanted to run, needed to run but looking at the forest was keeping me in a trance being curious. Finally breaking from the trance that seems to last too long, way too long, I turned away from the dark, scary forest and I ran and ran in the opposite direction from the forest. As I ran, it seems to go in slow motion and getting me no where. Even my heart beat was pounding slowly cause of the way my speed was when I was running. To my right there is a mirror-like pond that had a deck. The water was enchanted by the sky. There wasn’t a ripple in the water which strikes me odd because of the breeze through the grass. To my left there was a garden that was filled with the most amazing colors but I didn’t stop to make out the shape of the flowers because my eyes were on my goal which was straight forward on the white house that seems to be one and a half story tall. As I ran in the semi-frozen time, with my bare feet softly pounding on the ground without a sound, the house seems to grow further and further away as I try to come closer to it. I turned to look at the forest and it seems to grow near and bigger. I try to scream out but the fear has taken over my voice so I kept on running and running which was getting me nowhere. Then there was a great pain in my leg and then I started to see the grass growing near. I was falling, and since I was falling it seems that I was falling in a wide black hole. As I keep falling into the black darkness, I heard a voice, “Wake up,” someone pleaded. It sounded like a woman’s voice. Then I felt like I landed with my heart there racing. I woke up trying to breath. I felt like I was under water for a long time. I gasped and gasped for air. I shot up from a bed, waking from the eerie forest dream. “Doctor, Doctor, come quick she woke up!” shouted a lady that has a face that looked familiar. She has deep red hair that seems to stretch out forever, with eyes of a green shad of jade. I was gasping for air mesmerized about this amazing woman’s face. ‘Who is she’ as my thoughts was trying to race through my memory but I don’t remember anything, not even my own name. “Oh thank God, my baby is back,” as the woman looked at me in amazement. I couldn’t find my voice to talk but my mind was racing with questions to ask. She reached to touch my hand. I guess I felt the heat from her hands before she even put them to mine. I felt frighten so I moved my hands out of her reach. “Oh Ronny, it’s me your mama, don’t you remember me?” asked the woman with a concern but polite face. I didn’t know how to answer; I couldn’t find my voice to speak, so I laid there in a bed just staring at her. I don’t know why but my heart returned to a normal pace. Just a look of the woman made me become relaxed. I reached my freezing hands to touch her face, she was shocked about my cold icy hands, but she began to smile as my hands wonder on amazement of her face. The door opened, and there was a man dress in a bright white coat standing in the door way looking in to see who was in the room. “Ronny, Ronny Sadie?” asked the man. “Yes, her name is Ronny. Who are you?” demanded the woman with red hair. “Well, I am Dr. Roberts, you must be the mother,” informed the doctor. “Yes, Shelly Sadie,” answered the woman. “Ah, let’s have a look at Ronny.” The doctor took out a flashlight to examine my eyes. When he finished looking at one of my eye and about to go onto the other, I felt a chilling flash and my vision went bright white. Then through the brightness I saw something. I saw eyes of the color of amazing grays eyes. They looked excited then it seems to grow angry because they turned black. Then everything turned white again. “Ronny, are you alright?” asked Dr. Roberts with concern. “What?” I seem to whisper out. “You seemed too dazed out on us,” explained the doctor. “Uh, Doctor, will Ronny be going home today, she has been her for quite a while.” informed Shelly. “How-how long have I been her?” I asked in a choked weak whisper. They look at me with some discomfort, I was afraid of the answer. “Uh, about three months,” admitted my doctor. Three months? What?! I felt lost, apart of me just wanted to get up and run. I don’t know why but I had that vibe that I hated hospitals, being closed up, locked up with no way out and without knowing it. I want to know why I was here, but I think I was a mile behind from ever knowing. The truth was, I was afraid of the truth but I needed to know. “How did I get here?” there I asked, but why aren’t they answering? “Why am I here,” still no answer, maybe a little louder. “Why am I here, why?” I couldn’t stand the silence anymore so I started screaming ‘why am I here, answer me, answer me over and over again. No one would just answer me, but they screamed for a nurse. She came to drug me with a needle. That still didn’t stop me from asking one more time. “Why am I here…” My speech slurred and the room became blurry and dull and that was the last thing I remembered. The throbbing pain in my head was the thing that woke me up. I woke up and the room was filled of empty darkness. I can hear the nurses walking down the hall and I can see the lights from the halls creeping under my door which set an eerie glow through out the room. I continued to look around and I can hear the tick tock of the clock on the wall. I wonder what the time was but I couldn’t see the hands for the hours and minutes. I sat up, my body felt really heavy and my head feels like it weighs a ton. I tried and tried to get my strength to lift my legs out of the bed and put them on the icy floor. Tick-tock, tick, tick, tick as the clock sang along as I started with all my might to stand up. Of course since I have been lying in the bed for quite some time, I couldn’t stand. Instead I fell to the freezing floor. ‘Damn it’ I scolded myself.