I feel sick. I went to Mexico training tonight and I was really in a good mood.. like hopeful about my family group and excited about the trip and everything, but when I got there and started talking to some people I started feeling a little worse cause people would come up and say hi and start a conversation or whatever and then while we'd be talking they would find someone more interesting and go talk to them. And it didn't happen just one time. It happened over and over again. Pretty much, I was ignored. Except for Carrie talked to me, cause shes cool like that. Buut anyways, we started the worship and everything and I started to feel a lot better cause I felt like God was really getting through and everything would be alright. So then Bobby comes up to talk about our family groups and how none of our close friends would be in them and they would divide up people who go to the same school and all that, so I was like awesome! I can start fresh and not have to worry about all these friend problems I've been having lately cause none of them will be in my group. yeah, whatever. Jessica's in my group. She's been pissed at me for a while now and I really don't know why, except for this morning i was little short with her, but that's only because it's hard for me to be super-friendly with someone who I know has been talking bad about me and stuff behind my back. So, after the training thing I decided that I was going to apologize for being rude this morning and for whatever else I did wrong, since she's been telling people that I'm rude and inconsiderate all the time and I never apologize, and I know we shouldn't go to Mexico and try to be a team when all this crap is going on between us. So I did, and she acted like it was the most random thing anyone's ever said to her. I was like, hello.. youve been acting mad ever since this morning.. its not that random! I'm fine if she doesnt want to be friends, thats her business, but I just don't want the animosity to take our focus of God while we're there. But I know we're in the same group for a reason, and it will all work out.