Listening to: nothing
Feeling: horrible
Isn't it funny how some people suck at life? Like me, for example. I'm not a great friend, not really anything special, I suck at athletics and music, and I'm an awful girlfriend. I have problems opening up to people, I'm afraid of commitments, I don't look at people when they're talking to me, I barely made LIT and that was only cause someone else dropped out. I'm no good at communicating, I'm cold and I treat people like theyre just there for me to use. The only thing I'm good at is anything that involves thinking and analyzing other people's feelings and why they do what they do. But I can't even do that with my own.
Sorry I've just had an awful day and I really needed to let some of that out of my system. There's been so much that I've had to think about and get upset about and stress out about today I think I'm about ready to throw myself under a train. But then I think about how lucky I am that I have people around me who are actually pretty good at life who will support me and comfort me and listen to me and do things for me even if they really don't want to. I love you guys.
MmMmM Cinnamon Life
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