Ride it like you Stole it! Here's the survey I just jacked:) Its called Nine to One NINE FIRSTS: First Screen Name:..gothicpryncess06 First Pet: Ripper the black puppy First Piercing: ear lobes when i was a baby First Crush: haha Mitchell Kishbaugh First CD: Britney Spears "...Oops I Did it Again" First Car: 1988 Dodge Aries ;) First True Love: hmm..i think JC but I was little..and I think the next was Eric (& i really felt it with him..) but it mustve been cuz we were such good friends First Stuffed Animal: I dont remember..but the first one i couldnt live without was a golden retriever First Trip: Six Flags/Dorney..some amusement park -------------------------------- EIGHT LASTS: Last Car Ride: 3 Hours ago, ran myself home, got gas & came to work Last Movie Seen: Ten Things I Hate About You Last Phone Call: I despise phones..but it was Tim last night asking for a phone number Last CD Played: a mix Last Bubble bath: Last time I was sick Last time you Cried: Two nights ago Last time you laughed: During School today Last time you fell:Hmm..awhile ago -------------------------------- SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS: Have you ever dated one of your best friends: yeah.. Have you ever been arrested: haha surprsingly no Have you ever skinny dipped: nope but I have been swimming with all my clothes on:D Have you ever been on tv: not that i know of Have you ever kissed someone and then regreted it: noo kissing is fun:D Have you ever been to a concert: lots of em..but theyre not "real" Have you ever gone commando: Nope:D -------------------------------- SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY: 1. slept in late 2. went to school 3. understood math! 4. got paid:D 5. drove to school/work/home 6. put gasoline in the automobile -------------------------------- FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING: 1. Jeans 2. Orange Tank Top 3. Black over shirt 4. Bra 5. Class ring -------------------------------- FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ALMOST ANYTHING TO: 1. Ashlee 2. JC 3. Brit 4. Amberella -------------------------------- THREE CHOICES: 1. Hot or Cold: Cold 2. Black or white: Black 3. Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate -------------------------------- TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Marry him:D 2. Have sex! lots of it;) -------------------------------- ONE THING YOU REGRET: 1. Not spending enough time with my pap b4 he passed

.+.Return.+. *singin Eminem* Guess who's back..back again...tricia's back..tell a friend..*stops singing* :) Damn right Bitches:) Im back .+. Workin Girl .+. Yeah Im a workin girl once again.. I have a job as a part time secretary at the South Centre Township building.. It's an easy peezy job & it will look good on my resume.. I get to leave school to do it too, so makes it all the better..:D .+. Boyz .+. An update on the male creatures in my life, cuz i havent written in so long.. Fern - AKA Anthony..he's supposed to be comin up again soon..:D Eric - Ahh we're on rocky ground.. I saw him at the Philips show last weekend ( New Years Eve).. I got a hug.. & tried not to show any emotion toward the whore hanging on him..:D Justin - Fuck buddies without the fuck I suppose? the only place we talk is aim & his house on occasion JC - ahh silly me:D I love him:) I'm absolutely head over heels in love with him.. .+. Sadness .+. Ahh my Pappy Ray passed away from throat cancer on December 16th..It was a long hard journey for him, Im just glad he's happier now.. .+ Out .+. Not outta time, just outta things to write, Im sure Ill manage to remember more laters

just random quotes/lyrics im finding cuz im bored n i wanna member them maybe im just scared to face the things I feel it seems easier to just walk away from everything so talk down to me again remind me how pathetic I am & how perfect you are if you arent willing to risk it all you obviously dont want it bad enough No matter what a woman looks like, if shes confident, shes sexy & im slowly teaching myself to breath when you're around i feel like hanging myself with a barbed rope on the tallest and shadiest tree, swinging from left to right with a smile on my face. i hope you're h a p p y now. so whats it gonna take for a guy like you to love a girl like me Everytime she laughs she hopes he is watching ... not so he will see she is happy but so maybe just maybe he will fall for her smile as hard as she fell for his.. i am the author of my life ... unfortunatly, i'm writing in pen and i can't erase my m i s t a k e s .. We're at the point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into that all we need is a kiss and suddenly we remember why we love each other. Somewhere between all of our laughs, Long talks, Stupid little fights, And all of our jokes, I fell in love. i'm living on false hopes and dreams she will chase you around for a while , but there is going to be a day when shes goin to stop running circles around you , shes going to get over u and at that very moment , youre gonna wish that you had let her catch you. We werent friends those kindergarten days But we have grown together in so many ways Its amazing how we are so close If you need me I will do the very most I love you babe more then anyone ever You and me will be best friends forever When we are little old ladies we are still going to be friends Sitting in the nursing home saying [( remember when? )]

Senior Picz Woot! I got my senior pics done today..with my moms old friend, same guy who did my brotherz senior & wedding picz.. It was soo much fun. He has this whole bunch of land..and I got pics laying down by a pond, on benches, on a tire swing, out of a windowsil...and leaning on trees and other things... OOOH and We saw a doe and two fawnz.. and Two Duckiez!!!!! I was nervous at first.. but then it was awesome.. Cuz he makes you all relaxed and stuff. It was just a fun time:-p Ooh he was trying to get me to show my teeth when I smiled and he hadda make me laugh to do it.. and he was like "soo whats ur bfz name" and i said "dont have one" and hes like "what would ur bfz name be if u had one" and i didnt say anything an my moms like "Eric" lol soo I ended up laughing an he got a pic:-p I actually like the way it turned out though.. Speaking of Eric the red. Sashie showed me a quote... We can't be just friends. Friends don't look at each other the way we do" And there you have it folkz. I get a page of 24 proofs next week sometime.. And I get to pick 9 different poses and the photo sizes i want.. sooo I get to ask everybody what they like and stuffz.. Its cool. Im here at my brotherz babysitting tomorrow and Friday..then Friday night we're going to my dad's for cake and ice cream for Me,Joey, and Lorraine.. yup.Much fun. Byez.

Eww I have practice at 230. Lol i hopez it isnt humid out. I dont really write in this thing anymorez.. but last week at practice I gave myself a minor concussion and Ashlee & I helped make sure Megan didnt fall when she had a seizure. As Ashlee said "colorguard is where you give best friends black eyes, yourself minor concussions, and Oh Yeah. there's Shows too" Anywayz Ive been around..I dunno just hanging at my grams and stuff a lot. Yesterday was a pampered chef party for my moms friend Sara and she brought her bf Angel.. And he like only speaks Spanish soo He was bored to pieces.. Soo I took him outside and entertained him for awhilez..He just kinda sat there smoking and I just i dunno. Tried talking to him with hand motions and stuff. Lol It was interesting.. Birthday and First Day of School is in 7 dayz... Senior Pics are in 3 Dayz..Yikes! Heres the Survey I did cuz I was bored. Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 46162 times on Bzoink--Your Favorite--Hair Color:Strawberry Blonde...OR just ya know. any color. heheEye Color:Green..or Blue(Their)Music Genre Preference:Rock, Metal, Country...etc. Anything but like uhh PolkaHeight(estimate):Taller than me *its not that hard..*Age:Same or a Lil OlderzPersonality Type:Outgoing and/or funny..sweet sumtimes..ya know..--This or That--Older or Younger:OlderzRomantic or Horndog:Romantic *not ALL the time. Eww.*Smart or Stupid:SmartzFat or Skinny:Either orSkinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:ehh whateverzPunk or Preppy:Punk.The Big Picture or the Little Things:little thingzFlowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:^^ little thingzMixtape or Burned CD:burned CDLove or Lust:lil bit a bothEmotional or Just Not:EmotionalSincere or Jokester:little bit a bothHott and mean or Ugly and sweet:Ugly and SaweetSexy or Just Cute:bothArse or Abs:Hmmm *thinkz* ehh i dunno.Hair or Hands:Hair!Dimples or Eyes:dimplez if theyre Cutez.Biceps or Calves/Thighs:Calves/Thighs.Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :Ehh I hope they have both.Clean Shaven or Scruffy:Clean ShavenzRugged or Prim and Proper:little bit o bothCountryboy or CityboycityboyzDate alone or With FriendsAlone is nice.. but the Right friends is good tooMama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:How bout a Rebel w/ a lil respect for his mum--Have You Ever--Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:No..Ive just avoided going out with him.Loved a guy because he stalked you:Eww. NoLoved a guy because he hated you:Lol I dont think that was the reason..Asked your friend's crush out:Not that I know Of.Lead a guy on for kicks:Ehh it happensAsked a guy out purely because he was hott:Noope.Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:Who hasnt?Lied about not having a boyfriend:Dont think so..Lied about having one:Dont think so...Cheated:Are we talking emotional affair or physical? Emotional - Yesh Physical - NoopeBeen Cheated on:Probably. LolHad a crush on a gay guy:Probably...Lol--Their Clothing(yes/no)--Boxers?:yesh.Briefs?:ehhh...i dont fink so.. but mayybeHat?:for me to steal.Skater Shoes?:noo.Pimp Shoes?:noo.Band Shirts?:yeshVintage shirts?:sureSouthpole/um..other thug clothes..?:noo.Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:noo.Independent/DC?:nooo.S&M/Little Devil?:nooo.Fox/Thor?:Lost me but Thors a cool name.Jeans or Shorts?:Jeans--Be Honest--Would you ever date a guy for his money?:probably notWould you ever date a guy for his social status?:probably notHave you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:of course. *hehe* just that one time...awhile agoHave you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?noHave you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:ive called girlz whorez but im a virgin lolDo looks matter?:sometimes.Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:not really. Life goes on and its no fun to be scurred the whole time ur in the relationshipDoes size matter?:nopez dont fink soDo you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:lol "situations"Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:i dont know if i have ugly friends..Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):lol..Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:Yeahh..Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:Lol Noope. No Liez.Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:Sure. Its good to knowz. LolAre you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:No. Ish kinda dissapointing if he DOES say it right awayz. unless we've liked each other for an awfully long timez.Wanna be a virgin till marriage?Sure thingDo you really love the guys everytime that you say it?As i recall... NoDo you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:yeahh Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:lol sure:-p bring on the bottle and SpinDoes this survey suck nuts?not rellyCreate a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink

Hmm.. So tonight, I hung out with Tim and Eric. It was sooo relaxing. We went to my grams and walked to Weis (hung out in there cuz its got an AC) then we walked to the ice cream place *chocolate milkshake* and we stayed in there awhile cuz it was cold also...then walked back to grams. Pushed Eric into flowers, Tim pushed me..and lost my wallet so we searched for 25-30 minutes and then lol it was by Erics foot. Very intriguing... Went back to gram's got water and introduced her to them (she was actually nice!!).. and then sat on the porch til we left.. Just very relaxing humorous night where I didnt have to be in grams house all frickin night... It got explained to me by Timothy that Eric is afraid to be w/ me because he wants the rockstar life w/ groupies and stuff..and Tim told him if he had me he wouldnt realize what he was missing. BUT we all know thats a load of crap. And Im not goin to take away his ambition of being famours and getting groupies and having lotsa sex.. Tims mum was right.. 50 and divorced 3 times. heh. TOmoRROWS the last day I have to get up early. Thank god. Im gettin sick of this up early shit.. haha Fridays practice is from 4-8 or sumthin (pretty sure i can get up by 330 pm..lol) Yay.

I despise milk sometimes. Soo At the Philips show (Drum Solo Kicked ASS)... Eric and I made his gf cry.. Me and Ashlee ripped tims pants to pieces...basically turned it into a man skirt... Lol.. And umm met a cool kid named RC ..got his number. Woot. Schedule Pd 1 Spanish - - Ashlee,Justin,Theresa, Eric Cool Pd 2 Twiddy - - Amber Pd 3 Wolinsky - - Ashlee, Leeann, Amanda Fett, Lindsay Pd 4 s.Devlin - - Eric Cool, Theresa, Justin Brunt Thats the periods and who i have it w/ so far.

Colorguard We finally got to go back to guard practice today!! 2 1/2 hours of flags:) I thought it would be bad cuz we didnt practice all summer, but we actually learned almost the whole first song today.. Tomorrow we start on the really long one *yipee*.. But the First song "Spirit" is awesome.. We get to do new things in it.. And Left & Right Shoot the Moons!! Im soo cited:) Ooh and when she showed us new stuff and let us work by ourselves, me and Ashlee got it when we worked together:) Its good to realize sticking with something for 5 years really does pay off:) YAY! Pepe Hes honestly a great guy.. ...I dont know what to do. I have a whole half hour convo with nothing but him complimenting me and making me feel better... ..but i dont like him like that:-/ Justin says to just give him a chance... im not sure though...Who knowz right now..

My cousin Angie is home..cuz my grams sick. But anyway I was talkin to her and shes like "yeah we're both definetly virgos;)" She was really fun to talk to again after so long.. we got her email and regular addy and phone number AND all that good stuffffff... I found out I have a lot of the same views as her.. It was cool. I should take a road trip (or buy a plane ticket) to Colorado sometime to visit:) Sashie and I went to Walmart but the photos were not done yet.. sadly. I think the guy just lost them;) He told her since it was Sunday they didnt get the shipment or something gay like that.. Sooo i think we're goin back up tonight... Stupid photo guy. Haha.. I dropped off my camera, ish gonna be done on Wednesday... yay!

I dunno..J..First thing that came to mind that starts with J Lol..Jiggaboo. My stupid piece of shit car broke down and I almost got hit right before that!! Ahh how fuckin crazy is that shit? Lots of other stuff has happened..but at the moment I dont give a fuck I just felt like makin a lazy entry.. Ooh I went to Philips at like 10ish..and everybody was outside but Eric..so I stopped and gave Jeremy a biiig hug and then tim was like "TRICIA!!!" soo i gave him a biiiig hug..and then told him Ashlee didnt go cuz she was working.. and I talkeded to them for a bit.. I missed them bunches.. AND i talked to Erics gf Amber and she told me what Matt Pedophile Pervert Pennypacker told her.. Hah That i went out with him and he met my whole family?? SCUzE Me. I met him once and the rest of the time he stalked me.. I went out with guys for months and they only met my mom.. Damn lying bastard..Then she said he called me and her both whores.. Haha Asshole. hmmm...i was tlkin to Jeremy on AIM later when he was drunk hes like "i miss you. youre one of my bestest friends and we havent hung out all summer" i was like "let me guess u love me too" and hes like I DO LOVE YOU!! soo i told him if i was still one of his best friends when he was sober he should call me.. so I gave him my number and such... Anyway I ran out of things to say.. and Im at my brothers cuz i gotta put the kids on the bus tomorrow.. so bye.

I've come to the conclusion that igloo is a funny word.. ANYWAY Yesterday was horrible. Altogether just blah. Well I walked to mums work and went to physical therapy with her.. (that wasnt bad..the guys there are Niiiiice...) Haha. ANYWAY (stay on track!) After she was done there we called my aunt deb to check on my gram..but she didnt answer the phone.. SOOO my mom was talkin to JD when Aunt Deb called back.. So since she was on my phone I answered hers and Aunt Deb was all like "WTF DO YOU WANT" and I was like "I dont want nothin I didnt call you" and She Was like "Well it says PEG called" and I said "yeah she Did this isnt PEG" and she said "well im not playing no fuckin phone tag." and I just handed my mom the phone and took mine and talked to JD...and mom ended up hangin up on aunt deb.. SO Thens My aunt got mad and came over.. lets just say that didnt go over well.. She was all like "i only got one fuckin hour of sleep and you dont ever fuckin hang up on me. Nobody hangs up on me.." and she was drunk. You could just smell it.. Eww. She drinks that shit with the worm..Tequila.. ALL the time. Soo Eww. Bad breath. SO yeah somethin happened and she slapped my mom so my mom punched her and then my aunt grabbed her hair (she was sissy fighting and shes like a billion years old.) ...and soo Somehow mom got her to leave.. and then she was all crying and stuff.. Then I went to see a movie w/ Richie because these people in my family are fuckin psycho. And I was done. Then I got picked up from the movies by the Loverly JD who told me how all gram talked about was how much she missed me and how great we both are.. Haha She used to hate me, honestly..dying does a lot for the soul. We went up to Dads cuz Lorraine couldnt get a dial tone. and it turned out they blew a fuse and JimBob didnt know how to fix it..soo JD did and then my dad called and Lorraine handed me the phone.. AND I talked to him and they told him he had a 95% chance of a heart attack if he would go over..so they don't know what theyre going to do. He was all like "I might be comin home soon" and I said "why" and hes like "my heart just isnt in it i guess." I was like "aha. ha.ha.ha.." Hes dumb.in a corny way. Lorraines happy she misses him. They're finding out for sure today if he is coming home or if he's gettin a surgery and gettin sent over... I suppose I should make my diary friends only since everything I write gets back to someone.. but I dunno. Maybe soon. If you wanna be my friend I suppose u ask now.

I just wanted it to say hippo.. *tee hee* SO I didnt update cuz I didnt wanna complain all the time Right.. WELL Guess what... Another thing is going bad lol... Its just gettin so frickin unreal Lol..One day Im goin to die of laughing when all this shit keeps coming I just laugh..and people wonder why Im fucked up!?! So My dad didnt make it to Iraq yet. He's still in Texas. He failed the stress test, his heart works at 2 different rates. So he has to get it looked at and take another test... "You know they can fix almost anything thats wrong with a heart now a days" Haha...FUNNY thing my mom knew about it before my brother and didnt tell either of us.. But my brother learned his lesson from keepin stuff from me last time.. This time he called me as soon as he found out.. And you know the bad thing.. I dont really care at this point in time WHAT is wrong w/ my dad.. It's just that sumthin is wrong.. All these bad things with everybody getting sick and nothing going well.. It just keeps piling on.. and ahh.. I need to go on vacation ..with no family. unfortuneately I cant do that cuz I have no license...yay. It better be one fuckin hell of a good senior year because this summer is SHIT Haha the only time I get away from all this family shit is when I go to the movies with Ashlee.. We can actually go with just us and no stupid people driving.. Its quite grand... I really am in a good mood. I just figured Id write about what i found out.

Awhile All the stuff with my gram and stuff is not good.. but Im so tired of complaining about it, thats probably why I stopped writing all the time.. a lot of stuff isnt good and im sick of only talkin about that and sounding like a whiney lil bitch. ...So About my weekend.. Friday Went with Ashlee to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.. It was good but the lil oompa loompas Suck. They couldve done such a better job on them... Saw lots of people there. Umm. Justin, Stephen, Shawn & GRat Lowe.. and then other people whom I don't care to mention in my SIT. *gag* Saturday I went to the Summer Hill carnival.. to see the fireworks. They were supposed to be different (said the newspaper)..so we went and they actually were different. They were really good. there were a lot of ground ones and that's cool cause we were only like 4 rows away from where they got set off. We had all the stuff from the fireworks flyin at us and it was all over mom's car when we left..Lol.. It was just JD,Sara, Mom, and me that night so it was a good time. No Kids. No worries. We talked about my brother moving in my gram's house when she goes..It's not a bad idea.. Sunday We went to Knoebels for my mom & ray's work picnic..it was Jd, Sara, Mom, Ray, Karlie, Brynn, and Me. We took Brynn on the Skloosh..hehe she was so scared but she loved it! And then we took them on lil rides and I got to see Maylin and my Moises;) And Umm KESTER!!! Kester was there (with the Weis picnic) and we hung out with him for awhile. We took JD on the Phoenix and he was sooo nervous..but then he liked it so much he asked us to go again with him..Lol.. Then we took him to the Twister and I think that one had him a little more scared, but we made it. He liked them.. We're almost ready for the 457 ft one;) haha. Riiiight. Im not even almost ready for that.. I still wanna go though.. YEAH Ooh After Knoebels Ray took me to Blockbuster..and there was this new hot guy working there..Yay! Noww So.. Richie wants to hang out tonight but I dunno what he wants to do and he's being dumb and won't tell me lol...so who knows.. Here's to being bored. My inner child is sixteen years old! Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but whileadults might just accept that, I knowsomething's gotta change. And it's gonnachange, just as soon as I become an adult andget some power of my own. How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by Quizilla Byee. -.x.- Hasbrown

The Longest Yard Ashlee and I went to see the Longest Yard tonight.. It's a really good movie. If ya'll havent seen it yet, I highly reccomend it..(especially over Bewitched) Haha.. Yeah Its like funny/sad/funny all over again.. Yawp, Good movie.. "I'm glad you're back. Now I don't have to stab you." Fault of mine.. My dad left..Eric won't talk to me..My mom's uber bitchy.. It feels like its all my fault. It probably is...One day Ill get somethin right. Oh welpz. Bye good night.

Allright so Creation doesnt start with an E but we'll all live... soooo I got back from Creation on Sunday and still didnt write about it...and then Somebody asked me if i ever was going to soo I guess I will...lol Woooop Edit Starts with E!!! Wednesday When we got there it was a lot hotter out than I was used to so I had a mad headache..but anyway we all had to go down to the tarp for worship and I found out BarlowGirl is a good band..and David Crowder Band was a worship band which was kinda cool..Oooh and after that were the Switchfoot and Relient K concerts!! Woot. I didnt think I liked Relient K but they were actually pretty good. Im thinkin maybe its just something about Creation that makes me like music I don't normally like..Ashlee,Abby, & I went up front for those 2 concerts where we met Ben and Justin... Then after those we went and got a nice freezing cold shower...Oooh that felt good that night:) Lol...Then Ashlee ate a smore and we went to bed at like 11:30..early Thursday We woked up and got breakfast..then went to AM worship,heard the Lincoln Brewster Band and then "shopping" with no money.. Then after lunch me and Ashlee walked up the hill..andddd on our way back to camp we found none other than Christopher Eastin!! Woot. We got Abby and went to the Fringe stage and sat by a tree while we listened to a little of MOC until a seminar.. The seminar was by David Burke and was Extremely boring soo we all talked and didnt pay attention..(fun times)...We hadda leave that early to get back to camp for K.P. then for evening worship some Buster guy talked.. then we showered during TobyMac and umm I dont member what else happened that day.. Friday I was wayy tired when I woke up so we all sorta just chilled until lunch..and thats when Theresa got there..So I told her there was room in our tent and she should move her stuff in...Okay so then..at around 1ish we went to see some of the Disciple concert and we sat by a tree lol..after that Chris,Theresa,Abby,& Ashlee walked up the hill while I went shopping and waited for them..and at 3 we went to see a really good seminar by Lakita Garth.. She was funny:) We went to see Thousand Foot Krutch at the Fringe Stage and Ashlee got in both the mosh pits..THEN we ate and went to see Jeremy Camp. We walked up to Chris's tent to find him sleeping and Ashlee and I left him a ransom note (for his fan)...The night speaker was Bob lenz, hes always gooood.. Ashlee,Theresa,and I went up front during Casting Crowns for a good Newsboys spot but I didnt feel good when we got up there soo I left..I found Abby who needed water..so we walked to camp and then to find Chris (who was still sleeping in his tent) and we woked him up...it took forever..but then we got him up and he went to the Newsboys concert with us..That is always a really good concert.. and then there was the candle lighting..and I still felt sick so I skipped the Creation House Party.. I ended up sitting by the fire til Ashlee and Theresa got back and then we all went to bed.. Saturday Woke up at 5:30 and went with Abby to get a Hot shower for once..Abby french braided my hair and then we ate breakfast..Ashlee came back with no success of finding her husband...at morning worship I fell asleep and then we went Real shopping and got a bunch of stuff..Then we had lunch and I went with Abby & Chris to watch KJ at the Main stage in the shade and met a guy named Ivan because I stole his chair...and felt it was only nice to introduce myself lol...Uhh Then a seminar which they both fell asleep at..Then dinner and KJ-52 at the Fringe stage..And Ashlee left to see Kutless and actually Found her husband!!! Thennn during the Audio Adrenaline concert, me and Abby were at our chairs and Chris came over all upset because he got in a big fight with his friend..soo we calmed him down a little and went together to the Mercy Me concert (last concert)...and yeah Then we found Ashlee and Theresa at Chris's tent.. and we all said goodbye to him and his friend Jesse.. Then we had to sit at the campfire to share..and ended up freeeeezing and couldnt go to bed until they let us... Sunday Sunday morning we got up and packed everything up...On the ride home we were all tired so I just sat up front while the 3 other girls sat in the back..and I talked to Ian,Karen, and Robert..Those two guys were pretty cool...Then my mom called and I found out my gram was in the hospital and they thought she was gonna die..and I hadda get my brother to pick me up and that was that... Thats how creation went.. It was a lotta fun and lol it was better cuz Ashlee and Theresa both had endless energy and Me and Abby are more laid back..sooo we all got to do what we wanted and had a good time...For some reason Chris hung all over me..but it was still a good time:) Yep.. It was awesome..hopefully next year we can go without the church though..just get a little group of people or something..It'd be grand Anywayy...thats what happened and yeah noww I have to go talk to my mom about what we're doin tonight.. (hehe..Nora's) Its gonna be great;) . . Tricia . .

It was sad to see such a young life end as Carina got married yesterday. It wouldnt be so bad if she just got pregnant, but now her single life is dead as well. Lol.. I sound like a bitch...but i aint gettin married anytime soon. HELL No. Jeremy is here:) He's so adorable. He said after my brother and he get back that we're going to "catch up" and my brothers like "Keep ur married hands off my damn little sister. Its bad enough shes my baby sister but ur married to boot!" Lmao.. Jeremy was kidding by the way Anyway Im goin swimming and stuff at Nora's with my mom and anthony.. So Yawp. Then comin back here to my brothers for when they get home.. Yup. Byez

Carina is getting married tomorrow.. Hmm Good for her. Lol I could never get married and be a senior in high school at the same time. Not Happening. Heh.. Cruisin - Me and mom took my car around Mifflin and saw flames and stuff..it was this ladys house. I know a lotta people in Mifflin and I was pretty sure it was someone I know. Sure enough Sue from Craft Night..We were just over there on Monday!. Well her husband was fuckin w/ a truck and it caught fire..So Yeah. Not good...But only a little of the entrance way caught fire and her carport is up and gone. Shes gettin oxygen right now.. Oh man. I feel bad.. Men - My mom told my brother all my men were comin to see me at once because Anthony and Jeremy are both comin this weekend. Lol. Anthony's comin tomorrow and stayin til the 2nd or 3rd of July and my brothers best friend Jeremy is comin home on Saturday and Honestly, what normal little sister doesnt have a crush (at least for a lil bit) on her brothers best friend! hehe.. So my moms like "Yeah all her men are comin at once" and *Jokingly, i think;)* he said "Nuh uh Mom, She can have Anthony but Jeremy's My Man!" Lol.. Bummer- Dad leaves in 7 days. I leave in 6. I have to say goodbye in 5. Ugh... My brother's arguing with Lorraine right now cause the "baby" news was private and they only told Mom and Dad..and then Dad went and told everybody in the family..soo Jd and Sara are pissed and yeah well they have a right to be! I would be too. I was when I found out Nana knew about it...Dad cant keep his mouth shut sometimes. Ugh. I gotsa go..Anthony ish Callin...

ID Soo I went to Tobyhanna with dad to get my new ID card right.. Well you take the interstate most of the way there and then you gotta get off and turn and blah blah.. soo we went and on the way out of the Comissary he asked if I wanted to drive. So he lets me drive and shows me where to go to the interstate ramp.. I start driving down the interstate and hes talkin to me then like two minutes later hes fuckin sleeping! Ive never EVER drove with him (or drove his car) and he falls asleep on me!...lol it was fun though. He slept for an hour! He woke up right as we got to the Mifflin exit. Lol goooo figure. Hehe. It wasnt a bad time though..Cool deal. Eric *shrug* i guess hes just gonna let it go..sad sad thing..miss him sometimes. Like when I look at cell pics.I was considering deleting them, but what if theyre the last i ever get.. Dad So he's leaving in like 7 days. Everybody keeps asking whats wrong. Gee is it not obvious? My fucking dad is leaving me for god damn MONEY. Isnt it funny how some people dont get why this bugs me? Fern Comin Friday..Yay:) Last night he called me at 2:04 Am and we talked til my phone died at 4:30 then I called him back and we talked til 630 AM. Nice. Hehe. Not bad. He says he is 6'2 and Joe is 5'9 i cant believe lil Fern is taller than me! Well actually id be concerned if he wasnt.. lol. Nora's Went to Noras w/ Mum tonight. Its always a fun time lol. We got there and Nora and Sara were in the pool. Hehe it was FREEZING~ I dunno how the hell they could stay in so long.. But we chilled on the couch then while Sara did everybodys nails..then we ate chicken and stuffing..an talked lots. Lol Nora and my mom together are a Riot. Lol Best medicine in the world:) Yupp. Random Guy I have to remember not to let the slightest feelings come back now..Especially now..I sent pics. I never stopped feeling for you. But after awhile I just had to stop letting it show.

Soo Im still writing in here cuz I wanna. And I dont wanna start over again Just because of a couple of people who wanna ruin things. So Here I am. Fern Anthony called me and said he's not here yet, but his dad might get him either Wednesday or Thursday.. Which is good cuz Im busy til then anyway. Well Actually Im really busy a lot and have no clue when Im goin to find time to do anything with him. But I have to cause he's only up for a little bit. Busy With JD,Sara, Dad leaving, friends.. everything this summer is goin way too fast. It's already June 20th! Oh my god. My dad's leaving in 10 days...:( And Ashlee and I are leaving in 9 for Creation.. Yikes! Ooh and Abby's going too.. Tomorrow morning I have to go with my dad to Tobyhanna because I gotta get my ID card renewed before he leaves, expires in July..soo Blech. Im babysitting like every Friday morning, and basically whenever my brother wants me to... And now Im gonna see if I can go to the beach with Ashlee on the Tuesday after we get back.. So much to do! And its already 12:35 and I gotta get a shower and pick the girls up from the bus by 1:40! Yikes. I better go. Laters

Definition of Diary (noun)A daily record, especially a personal record of events, experiences, and observations; a journal. Note to those who like to destroy friendships: I hate you. I hope none of you ever need anything from me.. Especially now this song comes to mind "I will forgive but I wont forget. I hope you know you've lost my respect. Thnx for making me have to apologize for something that was never said. Not sure if Im makin it friends only w/ just Ashlee or just making a new public one.. Hmm Maybe just nothing altogether. A Shame you had to ruin 2 people's diaries now.. Good Riddance.