I am destroyed. I am destroyed because he destroyed me. He had to end it in tragity... and he was wrong.... he just didnt see me anymore. It hurts to know that something so good went so wrong. and i dont wanna do this anymore. Cuz it kills me each day a little more. Story of my life. I dont know if it kills him inside... but i could see him dying. I dont wanna hurt him anymore if i am or hurt me..... This is my life tho, and i gotta deal with that, right? This entry might long and point less. but i gotta wright it down... i guess i always thought it would work out. Guess i was wrong. I cant ever be sure that i can trust a guy again. when one walks out the door i die a little inside from the pain. i feel it in the air... it just not fair.. If you dont already know Jonah and i broke up a while back................. ya.......... so take it with a shot glass and just add the tears............. sincerly signed. me.