Hey everybody im so sorry that i havent been on in a long time i have been busy wit things i guess... =( well um my mom had a baby April, 21 and he is the cutest thing! he has black hair, deep dark blue eyes, ( i taught him how to rock out already!) (lol), he is so small!, he is very good and he isnt that loud, he only crys when he is hungry wich is a good thing and he lets us know when he has a wet diaper!, he has small ears and they are so bendy its like he has no cartalige in his ears what so ever, he has a ball point nose, and he has my forehead, he also has my mouth!, he has very slanted eyes for only a half korean lil baby, my family calls him lil yonie but i call him lil Bobby cause he looks just like Bobby Silvia!, He also killed my mom cause after he came out she almost blead to death!, he is very stubborn, and he always has the biggest grin on his face, he is almost a week old and he is perfect i swear! ok so enough about my cute lil baby brother! ok so recently (September 27, 2006) i had a school shooting at my school and it was very scary! a high schooler (Emily Keyes) was killed and i feel really bad for her and her family and her boyfriend and we all miss her very much! ever sense that i have been in a very depressed mood and i started wearing black, lost all my old friends (they all think that i am a freak now, and i get bad grades! i dont know what to do wit my life anymore but i dont have time to sit around all day and feel sorry for myself i have a life to live, i lost my boyfriend and all the teachers that used to love me hate me now and i dont know why I went to I.S.S for chewing gum in class and my old friend Arianne got O.S.S for threating my one still best friend Darian! well thats how my life has been lately comment please!! i rock your world!!!

Hey sorry i havent been on in a while but i hope u all enjoy my new backrounds (also the one counting on sit name blooberyy01) and i hope u all had a great summer

Well i have a new boyfriend if u havent read my other diary yet. Courtni

He has been bribing me to get back together with him and it is pissing me off.He can kiss my a**.I am not going back out with him and he cant get that thro his thick skull!!Steven if you are reading this than SCREW U!!! ♥ Courtni ♥

I am really happy that I broke up with Steven.Whenever I saw him I always got nervouse and blushed.I am getting better grades and its all good.If you havent read my other diary well than this is the reason we broke up: At the movies on Saturday he was bribing me with money to kiss him.I wanted to say no but I knew that I had to.Well leave me a comment soon. Courtni

Hi sit, Well Sabrina is coming up tonight and I am really excited I havent seen her in like forever!!!! Well she and her boyfriend broke up a few weeks ago and I am really trying to get him off her mind.He was a jerk and she deserves so much better!!!!!She was just trying to be nice to him and he just blew up and started yelling at her and that is not how you treat a lady,if she is your girlfriend or not,that is just plain rude!!So you guys out there in the near future think before you speak!!Im sick of guys treating us girls like dirt!!If you want a girl treat us like we should be treated,cause let me tell you something, a girl will drop you like that,no madder how cute you are,if you dont treat us the way we need to be treated you can just kiss our butts goodbye!!! Love Courtni Ps:Girls tell me what you think of this entry!!

Hey, Im really worried about what everybody is going to think of my hair.I hope they all like the change.If you dont know what happened to my hair then read my other diary(blooberry01 and find out).I will tell you after school about what everybody thinks. LoVe CoUrTnI

I just got back from the Texas Road House and that was about the best stake I've ever tasted!!!!I ordered medium rare the way I love it and it was so good I felt like I was in heaven! If you live in Colorado you should really try going there someday. LOve Courtni

Well,you know how a lot of people say that there is always a guy out there for everyone?Well Steven is that guy. Ps:Dont tell me Im not in love because I am. Love Courtni

Well Life Sucks and thats just the way it is. LOve Courtni

Well its not much but I love to write songs and this one is my favorite: I Cant Do Anything I cant do anything/ With anybody/You got know my every move/I cant go nowhere/With noone/You got be right beside me/I just want to go to the mall/Every call I get is your call/Why cant you just let me be free now whats so wrong with that/So wrong with/with thaaaaat/I just want to go with my friends/Why you got to be so pretective like that/Why cant I just go to the club/Hang out with my girls/My friends are my friends/Why you got to control me like that/My life is my life/You cant turn me in the right direction/Im goin' the way I should. Well what do you guys think you like it? LOVe Courtni

Well nothing to new just bored as usale. Love Courtni

Tanner Tanner Tanner Tanner Tanner.I love Tanner!!!!!!!! But I am really freaked out my friend said that he was going to break up with me this week. I dont know who I should believe they are both very honest. Help ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOve Courtni

Well..........Im bored as heck still on cruches and all the guys at schooll wouldnt leave me alone,they kept asking if I was alrigth especialy the cute guys.Well it got anoying but I lived through it. Courtni

Well I just got some advice from a verry nice friend (catchmyfall) that saying if he doesnt answer my calls,calls me back,or e-mails me back its pretty much over nomadder who the guy is.And I dont know Evan doesnt seem like that kind of guy and I really do hope its not over.AGAIN. LOve Courtni Ps:I cant wait to get rid of these cruches there herting my arms.Ouuuch

Well im on cruches,I have a basketball game on Monday,I have a boyfriend but never calls me back,answers my calls,or e-mails me back,my moms in California at a hospital, Im in Colorado dealing with family,parents,boyfriends,friends teachers,schools,homework,bad grades(because my teacher thinkd things that are not true),cousins,and other retarted junk. Ps i need your help on anything out of this entry or my last entry on my other diary (blooberry01) LOve Courtni

Im really happy.I get to go to the mall with Bray(If you read my other diary blooberry01 you would know who Bray is).Anyway when Evan broke up with me he promised he would take me to the mall because he knew how upset I was so he is going to buy me anyhting I want. Im so happy I get to sock Bray in the arm like I do at school.He thinks my punches hurt but I dont think they do. Ps: Bray Is moving Courtni

Im so excited!!!! Im going out with Evan, and before you start yelling at me saying i should have said no, he said he was really sorry and he should have never broken up with me in the first place. Oh I love life and i hope his computer will let him go to this site so he can see all that i wrote about him and other people. Ps:If you are Evan "I love you" Love Forever and Always Courtni

OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I might have another chance with Evan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh boy! I just cant call him sexy or anything! Oh I am waiting for an e-mail or phone call or something.Oh I have a new e-mail i better go check.Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Love the excited Courtni

I cant believe it why does most the people on sit have to be do rude to a ten year old? anyway read the comment thats anomonys on my last entry that i typed and tell me what you think. Courtni ps HOW RUDE!