is spring break supposed to be the family filled and annoying...? this whole week has been total shit... i really wanted to go shopping today but never got around to it...
i need new clothes but i'm starting to wonder if i go ahead and buy new clothes and begin to work out (like i honestly plan to) if it'll be a waste if all my new clothes don't fit anyway... gah i don't know... i really just kinda want to gain muscle and lose some flab? i guess is the word... i mean i guess i'm comfortable with my size because i know i come from a family of big people and the smallest i'll ever get again mite be a size 7... 11, which is what i am now, isn't that big rite?... i just want to be toned and not all fatty... i don't need to be skinny... or really want to be... some skinny girls just look unhealthy and like they mite break in half and die if you just poke them... hrmm... i don't really know what i want from anything anymore...
anyway i guess i'm going to go to bed or at least go pretend... maybe clean my room... it deffinitly needs it...
till next time... TORi*
i'm just kidding...thanks for being nosy
Make more sense now? :) yeh, I was bored too.