whoo... i get to go to school in new york again... its amazing... my brother has been shipped off to live with my grandparents in montana and he'll be going to school there... im going to be staying with my aunt here in new york and will be going to school here... with people i dont know... i have no friends here and i cant get in touch with the ones i do have so this is all horribly depressing... i want to be with devin so badly... i told him that if he finds a girl he really likes to go ahead and date her because i would feel so selfish to make him do the long distance thing... because i have no idea when i'll be back... it could be by october... christmas maybe even sometime in february... i dont know... he told me that im the only one hes concerned about... which is sweet but not practical... when you really care about someone and you cant see them you get frustated and just want to get away... ive done the long distance thing before... it didnt end happily... he told me he wanted my necklace that i always wear so he could wear it (its not girly or anything)... i told him he could have it and hes going to send me his dogtags... its really sweet to... he told me he wanted my necklace because he knows i'll want it back and i'll go looking for him... which is true cheesy but very true and i love him for it... i love that kidd for serious...