ok so i just woke up and i have to go somewhere with a friend today to pass out flyers for this show that we are putting on for our church and i realized that i only have like 2 pairs of girl pants left. i gave one pair to my friend because i ripped them which was really funny but i don't know what happend to my other ones. so i think it's about time to go shopping for more cause i'm kinda out and the ones that i have on right now feel tighter than ever. i think that means i'm getting fat. lol man that sucks. i don't really care about getting fat it's just now i have to buy more pants. oh well so how is everyone? man i woke up to postal service this morning and i feel great. i'm still tired but i feel great. well i haven't really been up to much. i figured out that girls stink accept for maybe a few that i know. oh yeah!! my youth pastor thinks that i'm turning gay because i wear girls pants. i told her they're just pants that are a little bit tighter a lower than guys pants and that's not even the case anymore cause guys pants are getting just about the sameso i don't see what the big deal is. then i brought up all the rock bands that she used to listen to that wore girls pants or tight pants period like led zeplin i don't know how to spell that one but anyways this is what she said to that one because she couldn't think of anything else. "that's because he had a huge package." so i said what does his package have anything to do with anything? that has nothing to do with the matter at hand the fact is that he still wore them and you know and she said "well if you wanna turn gay then go ahead." so i told her i'm sorry i don't have a big enough package to wear these pants and she didn't say anything so i went on to rub it in her face and i was like "i'm not even sure if it's there at all!" "oh yeah it is but it's small and funny looking" and she just laughed and said "go ahead and wear them if you wanna look gay". it's ok though she's not being a jerk we just have that kind of relationship. she acts silly about stupid things but i still love her anyways. she just cares about me so i guess that's what it is. so anyways i think i'm gonna go put on some coffee and then go to my room and paint my wall some more so i'll update later. I LOVE YOU!!! LATER!