wow!! I don't really know how i feel. it's really earlly in the morning right now and i have church in a few hours and i tried to play my piano a little to help me think but i couldn't play anything that sounded good and i can't think about anything at the moment. i don't know how i feel about anything really. i love this song alot though. slow reader is one of the best. i saw big fish last night and it was a great movie. today i also realized that i hate baggy pants. they are nuthin but anoying and whatnot. i went skating with some friends last night and got some awesome stuff on tape. oh speaking of tape i got a new camera. it only cost 20 bucks and it's older than my dad. it's an old 8mm video camera ya know the kind that doesn't have any sound to it. i happen to know a person who works at a camera shop in humble so i visited and got some tape for it and i've been going nuts. my friend josh and i are gonna make a little artsy film. as soon as i get the film developed for it i'll scan some and put my favorite ones on here and show yall how cool it is. have you ever tried to hint to someone that you like them alot and it never really works. this girl yesterday that i know that is a really really really beautifull person was talkin to me on aim about her b/f which sucks cause from what i hear it doesn't sound like he should be with her. well she was talkin about how she doesn't want a serious relationship which is perfect because i can't handle any more stupid relationships and i'm a pretty funny guy and that's another thing that she said she wanted so yeah. she's one of the most beautifull ppl that i know. if she reads this then maybe she'll get that i like her. it's like every time i'm around this girl i melt and start acting like a 5 year old which is prolly how i act most of the time anyways but yeah she's awesome. today we were talkin about music and my youth pastor said something about me and whatnot and then he said yeah if you ever need someone to play any instrument at all then just call Trey and then he grabbed my arm and pointed to my vein and said "you see that? that's not blood it's music" it was very nicelly put and i think i'm gonna use that. OH YEAH! i changed my name today. it's pronounced the same but i spell it different. it's Tre. i accidently spelled it wrong today and it looked cool so i'm keeping it and i need to change it on my thingy and whatnot. today i sang my heart out for everyone i saw. which was really cool cause i usually don't sing in front of ppl cause i'm a baby but i did today and alot of ppl said i had a nice voice so i think i might sing more ha. i'm tired and i need to wash clothes. man i'm glad that i have God in my life. i would have prolly been dead about 7 years ago if it wasn't for him and my older brothers. oh yeah about God, that girl loves God too which is possibly the best thing that i could get in a person. that's so great. she's perfect. God, beautiful, funny, everything. you can't ask for anything more. well i'm gonna go thanks for listening to me think haha well i'll update later. i need to wash clothes and whatnot i have to look nice today cause it's church day. I LOVE YOU