i woke up late and looked like shiiiiit today but the day went by super fast... all these last days are. but today was overall pretty good becaus ei got some awesome things from the 99cent store and got to eat at my favorite sandwich/bread place watched fifty-first dates finally and i thoguth it was good and funny :) hurmm...met someone new annnd laughed a lot so that definately out weighs the looking like shit, being weak again, annnd the rain. ... fair DOES matter because if it doesnt at all then you never stopped loving me that way. im so very glad that i met you but i really hope i never see you again. ... i havent talked to really or hung out with julie in forever and im not quite sure what to do about that but i guess not a lot she seems to be fine tho i guess drifting is better than pushing ... i love candles..does anyone know that? oo i just remembered that i bought a see's chocolate bar and never ate it...thats a plus for tomarrow : ) ... i need to find myself. im a wreak..i mean way better but i still need to and i dont even know where or how to start really, this is hard.