i get to be myself again. i have met so many new people in the last two weeks and its very cool because none of them know any of the friends who know my mistakes and so they cant have someone influence their opinion on me and thats awesome because i dont go in already thinking i dont have a chance. which equals no drama only fun! someone wasnt there when i really needed them right before i was leaving and that really sucked. i have no idea what happened and its kind of ironic because someone did the same thing to them already. so you would think that they would do it differently. and this is not bad its just better not to say names. spring break was fun. best part was the beach camping attempt! im desperatly looking for a job right now. family ordeal and all is still horrible. im going to get a kitty bitty! i love my put put car and id die without it. id also die without nicole who is thee best person when you look closer.thanks for being there for me when others werent. allie is still here like i always knew she woudl be...its awesome to have a friend like that..and now i have two! i still want to go to OCC..i dono whats going to happen thurr i could very well move back to the oc later. i know a bunch of people are glad that im gone and i dont give a shit! so thats sweet. because its better to get away from people who wont give you a second chance. for all the nosie people... i can honestly say i hate him now! so be satisfied. hurmmm there was so much more to say but its left my head.