ive decided to give up fucking emotions! emotions= pain and ive had efuckingnough. wheres the white pills when you need them to rid u of all feelings??? im a girl im only 13 my body rots because i wont fucking eat << thats gonna be me!!! i frucking cant stand it anymor!!!!!!! suicide doesnt frucking work...so im just going to cut myself. that takes up room so emotional pain goes away. i can deal with physical pain just fine. that doesnt bother me. if i concentrate on skating and nothing else than soon enough i wont hav a life and i wont hav anybody to hav to deal with. i can be alone in my own little frucked up world. im a druggy. oh well... im going to regret this when i get old. but im hoping not to live that long. im so sick of this world! why cant the world be flat? so i could jump off and be done.