i cant leave. im sorry person tht asked me to leave but i cant. everyone on here means to much to me. i woz only here for a short while but im already attached. u all meen so much to me and i cant just walk away. i cried myself to sleep the nite tht i had to leave this site. i kno tht prob sounds stoopid seein as this is just a website, but i hated to think tht the people tht ive tlked 2 n helped wood jsut slip back into how they used to b n i coodnt let tht happen. all i did tht nite woz cry n pray tht u wood all b ok. to the person who asked me to leave, how bout i dnt read ur diary n u dnt read mine? then it will b like we aint even on the same site. thank you everyone who commented on my entry about me leaving - tht made me feel very special n luved. u guys rock =) i kno im gona have sumone very pissed off at me for coming back on here n i must be crazy for doin it but im sorry, i love everyone on here too much. hope you all can welcome me bak wiv open arms =) luv yas all so much, wow im so tired. its 12:12am... so much for goin 2 the beech at 10:30, sorry andrew but i dnt think im gonna make it lol. i got my eyebrows waxed today (ouch) n den i had to go to the shops wiv my eyebrow area all red SHAME but i got ova it. i got sum new jeans tho =) tht made me happi coz i had been looking for HOURS n den i found a gr8 pair =) nd den i went to my friend johns bday party. dat woz good fun. well im off, thts enuff for one entry, take care evryone n god bless all of yas -love ali x0x0x0x0x