today was great. i went to boot camp nd it went off. there werent as many people there as i had hoped, but it was fantastic to see the amount of ppl there caring for jesus n wanting to get ot kno him and save their schools. our totally awesome youth pastor Matt preached for 2 of the sessions, he so cool i luv him to bits. nd for the ova session we had a diff girl names Kerryn i think - she was wicked - she gave us lollies =p hahaha a gewd girl she is. yea nd so it woz a really spiritual day ... but i didnt feel nething. i kno tht god woz there today, but i just didnt connect wiv him. i wanted to be one of those people tht were kneeling on the floor, overwhelmed by His power, but i wasnt. tht cood b bcoz i had one of the worst stomach pains i hav had for as long as i can remmeber. i hav a feeling it woz satans doing, bcoz he woodnt want me to connect with god, that woz his way of holding me bak, damn u satan! but i did get to hav 5 amazing girls pray for me - i love u stax Rach, Kat, Celia, Lana n this amazing planet shakers girl whose name i must find out! shes so sweet, im so happy to of met her. man u hav no idea how awesome everyone is there. u can never feel down in tht place, everyone is just to beautiful. i found Mels earring for her! i woz outside lying on the grass bcoz tht woz the onli way to make my tummy stop hurtin (i think it woz sumthing in the muffins... they did taste gewd in my mouth tho!) yea nd i saw sumthing shinny n then i piked it up, nd wen i woz tlking to Mel i go "look wot i found" nd she woz like "Omgoodness my earring!!" she had lost it ages ago after the first time she wore it nd they were a present from a friend. thts proof tht God does hav a plan for u. he knew wot satan was doin by making me sik, but then he made good from it nd made me find Mels earring - yey! well thts all for me coz i kno ppl hate reading long entries. take care everyone nd god bless - love ali x0x0x0x