high school is the death warrant for relationships, friendships, and all hope. I have no clue why I mostly only have guy friends, is it because I get along better with them or because girls are bitchy, whiny, and all the want is drama, drama, drama. Erg, I hate relationships, they lead to hatefulness and other emotions from fellow students. I feel like an idiot for crying over such a trivial thing. Other people have reasons to cry better reasons ones that matter. As I write this I realize all the past things I fucked up but I don't regret it because at one time it was exactly what I wanted and will always be in that part of my life.