well January wasn't the month for me huh, why you ask? here's why: my best guy friends (well one of them) lets call him......bob ok well bob decided to ask me out. of course me being the big butt i am said yes.big mistake. the day before our week of going out we got into a fight. joy, so then we broke up. arg its awful. we like stopped talking for a while. the week after that another of my friends um jimmy! yeah jimmy (lets go with that name) decided to ask me out i had to say no though cause then ill seem like a door (insider). so then a week after that um...dave asked me out of course i said no. Then in February omfg odd month. first week fine. second week ok third week that Thursday i decided to stop talking to one of my best friends (reasons are really really personal.) then Friday i got picked up early from school like way early. Saturday i had a retreat for my confirmation that was effin awesome! i got two people,one since i knew since kindergarten and one since like first grade,to go out :] the retreat was really fun, anyways it was a fun day. fourth week was my birfffday week it was shweet! :]so much fun i'm officially 14! ugh then comes blondie (guy/nickname) and hilda she sent him effin nude pics on like Thursday (when i got mad at one of my best friends) to blondie of course he told everyone. then on Friday (when i went home early) she gave him a hand job in mr.w's classroom GAH! The Horror.! now brings us to march. bob (remember him from ^^ there?) well anyways we are now biffflsss again :) school ugh i have two D's AHH! Big State Test This MONDAY meaning TOMORROW! Friday march 13th blondie asked devyn(one of my bifffl's) out! and she asks me...me what she should do when i was (and still are) stressing! Another person that's my friend LIKES me and we talk all the time! 3 flippin new kids in like 3 effin weeks! new kid #: 1.*cringe*Jordan: first came ah! he walks like one of those weeble waddlers and he is like a friggin stalker. :/ 2.VAG!:haha JK his name is Vinney:he is a vag though he thinks he's all cool just because he is from frickin new york.blah. 3.and last but not least Allen:he is cool very very nice. i like him. better then the last two ya know? this coming weekend i was suppose to go to effin canada... now i cant cause i have a flippin practice for confirmation and the weekend after this weekend i have a big competition that i cant miss. :( oh well. and on top of that i like someone that is dating someone else gah! my love life is so effin messed up. its just so confusing. damn me and my hormones to hell. p.s. all the names in this are all made up. pce :]