at cole's house. painted easter eggs he played his guitar and I watched in a amazement. I would drink my soda at the same time, so that our lips would meet our cans at the same exact instant. And it sent me shivers because it felt like a distant sort of kiss. And I inhaled when he exhaled so it would almost be like I was taking air from his lungs. And then I made sure to exhale when he inhaled, so that he could take the air from my lungs as well. And I want so much for it to be real.