so today is the last official day of school before break and i am sooo excited. actually since friday i have been kinda miserable and lonely. my boyfriend left on friday for OHIO for thanksgiving and i miss him so much. at lunch time, i sit in the english computer lab and i go online. and his class room is right next to the lab, and i always wait for him there and then when his class gets out and he isnt in there i feel all lonely. i cant wait until he comes back. i miss him soo much. i havent even talked to him since he left, i just want to see his face and tell him that i love him. i do love him very much, but i just cant tell him yet, i am afraid that if i tell him that he wont love me back. on the 24th (thanksgiving) is our one month anniversary and he wont be here to spend it with me, which we will have to do something when he gets back. and hey if we last a long time our 2 month anniversary will be on christmas eve. i cant wait to see him again. school just isnt the same without him x0x0x *watch these emo tears stream down this emo face*