so, whatchayall (new word) think of the new spring-summer look? uh huh ... i wish this could be public. sometimes i wish. but really, you never know who's reading. that can be GREAT, it can be neutral, and then it can be downright creepy. since a lot of times i write about places and people, it's prob. best to keep it private. my dog is so lovey today! she's funny. she was last night too. she's been SO animated. totally playin with me last night ... jumpin around and chasin me. she started the game, man. she's crazy. i can't believe i've had her for like 11 years. and she's still doin pretty darn great. today i put her outside, and left her out for a bit. she's so funny. i went up the stairs and to the door to let her in, and there she was outside, just rollin around, sniffin, eatin bugs and havin fun. she didn't see me. i had the best time watchin her. she was just too funny. maybe that's odd, but the simple things, you know?? yeah, ya do. haha. i'm talkin to jer's sis right now. she's SO sweet. and scottie. oh scottie. if only we could be even closer. i guess it's not meant to be though. hanson is becoming the soundtrack to my life. don't you hate it when you buy CD's and then they become old and you never want to pick them up again? because ... well, they're just old, or they remind you of a certain time you just don't want to be reminded of? yeah, i do. i write mindlessly so often. so i can listen to music. i don't usually like to write in silence. so today i went out to dinch (dinner/lunc @ 2:45 pm) with Care. and then to Gordmans. that was a blast!! she got me such a cute, spunky, thoughtful card and a cute pic for my wall with these little girls on it in these cute dressup clothes. how fun. i'm gonna be almost set for college i think!! ppl have been so generous. i just got a call, and tonight i'm babysittin for the Otts. lookin forward to that. it seems like it's been awhile ... fall i think. so about 6 months. so yeah. elizabeth is SO cute! i think kari has another one on the way too. and isabella. last time i babysat i rocked her to sleep. that's one of the most peaceful feelings ever, a baby sleepin in your arms. oh man, i used to babysit for another baby, and it was sheer hell gettin her to calm down. i'm serious. she'd pitch the longest, loudest, most painful fits that would just drive me up a wall ... and then she'd just zonk out asleep and it was like, wow, calm after the storm. and it's alright. it's alright. hanson hanson hanson. i'm such a paradox. and it's alright. it's alright. take a look and, take a look and, go! so get up and go. well this is gettin legthy. i wish i could put music in here. because i'd put hanson. < 3 < 3 < 3 erin