This week just keeps getting better and better..well i guess i care too much and i over react..but i think everyone would act the same way i would or even worse..the dumb shit just keeps coming and coming..i try so hard not to do anything to get you mad..but it still isn't enough and iam over it..i try to be as perfect as i can but i feel like you dont even try a little bit not to get me mad..and i cant even think about what got me the maddest this week...ewwwww...mabey another boy came along...its just dumb and he talked shit but it seemed not to bother you but you know where iam coming from...no you would react worse than me and you know it...it was fucking dumb that you didnt even make an attempt to stick up for me adn yet you say were perfect...that wasn't being perfect and just made me look really fucking dumb...please dont take this way but that just doesnt make any sence to me...thats not perfect and it seems like you're trying to see how far you can take this because you keep doing something one after another and it seems like you think you're doing nothing wrong and yes it's not just your fault...but it doesn't really help when you keep doing something that gets me mad and you know that it would get me mad it's just dumb...i'am probley turning something little into something hudge...and one of the worse parts you just sit there and dont talk...and another thing is just how much do you think i can take...i still can't believe that you didnt stick up for your soo called "perfect boyfriend" that just doesnt make any sence to me iam sorry...i would at least feel bad or something...please just dont get mad for letting some of my feelings out...but still i look like a huge idot and well doesnt bother you cause you go around it by smo...you know...and yet i still cant say something thats just fucking dumb...iam sorry if i sound like i guy but dumb...i just look like a huge fucking idot...
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