Wow what a week so far two times this week I got crashed with some friends.... all the guys friends i have and my really good friend jess think I should dump my b/f along with some other ppl. I made the mistake of telling my friend L. about how my b/f hit me and left bruies on my arm and they all think that I should leave him and I cant its not that easy.I have been with him for 2 yrs
and i feel like if i leave him then I wont find anyone eles who loves me. I think big L likes me and he is a really sweet guy like today he asked if he could came eat lunch with me and jess I said hell yea thats kool I mean my own B/f doesn't even come to the school to eat with me...... i try to ask myself some questions about the whole thing on who is better i mean i love my baby and its been 2 yrs.......... help !!!
guys can be such odd creatures.
i should know.
[lis]
with love
[lissa]