As a brick wall builds around my heart once more, I wonder why I let you knock it to the floor. I opened my arms just sitting and waiting for you, But back then it seemed only my legs would do. The tears fell for a reason you couldn't understand, Wish you could've waited and just held my hand. I'm sure it was hard to listen when you couldn't grasp my reason, But why was not having sex some sort of treason? A big part of me just wants you to try again, This time I know I'll end up doing anything to be more than a friend. Then the little piece that knows better starts to fade away, Next my inhibitions and morals don't want to stay. Why do I want to push myself to do so much, Just for the warmth of your slightest touch? Being good friends should be more than enough, But I'm way too selfish and that's just too tough. I tell myself over and over I don't want to talk anymore, But Everytime I try it's too hard to shut the door. I say I still want you but i can't listen to my heart, I'm starting to realize this because we've been breaking further apart. The brick wall will weakly stand, Always waiting for destruction from your caressing hand.