What does it mean when you think you hate someone so much, yet you cant stop thinking about them, -when your thinking of the nicest things to say to him, yet they are way to late, -when you were with him you thought nothing in this world could go wrong, but now your feeling like every thing is turned upside down, What does it mean when your so excited to open your phone and have an unread message, even if its gonna be words of hate, What does it mean, when you liked him so much, but in the end you felt like an idiot to even think he noticed you, What does it mean when you would have done anything for him, and yet even when its over you still feel the same, Finally What does it mean when your so tired, yet you cant fall asleep because every thing you think of turns into being about him, What does it Mean? If you have any idea what this means please tell me