well i know i was kind of raggin on my ex boyfriend but yesterday he totally changed my views of him. i'm really happy about the way i feel towards him but at the same time it kind of sucks, cuz now i don't know what to do. ok yesterday was really perfect in a way. well we went to the movies and saw wedding crashers which was good from what i caught of it. then he took me out to eat at top hat, mmmm so so good. then after that we went and got ice cream at ben n jerry's!!! it was like a real date and i've never really been on dates. which is kind of strange i think. neways i had so much fun yesterday like i was happy the whole day. which is definetly a first for me. but yeah i love him all over again, yeah go me!!! NOT i know this is going to end up bad somehow