What is happening to me? Who am I? I don't know myself anymore. This isn't the Sherri I remember. Why can't I be fine again? Why can't everything be the way it used to be? What am I doing to myself? Why am I so confused? What did I do? I lied to people I never lie to. I ran from things I never ran from. I walked into things I never walked into before. I Why am I still worrying about the same stuff ive been worrying about for a long time? Why do I care? Why is the past still bothering me? Why is my mind torn in two seperate directions? Why am I still falling for everything? Why can't I leave? I don't understand. If "a rainbow follows every storm," where's my rainbow? Where's my miracle? No, I don't think that's the right question... I think the question is whether or not I SEE it. -Sherri Berri