Listening to: The Trooper- Iron Maiden
Feeling: alright
Hey... well... i met someone... Lou... who isn't just a "someone." he's helped me through so much and he listens to me when i need someone there. God sent me the angel i was praying for my whole life. i know i dont tell him this, but i believe the reason i found him was because god sent him to me. i was praying my whole life for god to send me an angel to help me through everything... and it took a long time... but every night consisted of staring at the stars, wiping my tears, and pleading for some help... and all of a sudden... i met lou. and ever since i met him, my life has been so much better.. grannit... i still have some stress... ya know.. work, school, family.. stuff like that, but i wouldnt be able to make it through everything if it wasnt for lou. my heart that was, in the past, broken many times, finally feels free and loved. a while ago i said that hearts can be broken, but parts of it are killed... and after u kill something, theres no such thing as bringing it back to life... well, i proved my self wrong... no.. Lou proved me wrong. at first i was reserved in trying to be with anyone again because i was scared of getting hurt or having a commitment, but lou made me feel secure... confident...loved... and beautiful. beautiful. beautiful. beautiful. he makes me feel beautiful. special. important. i'm a better person when i'm with him... i'm in love. what is love? some peaople always wonder the answer... well, i believe love is something that kindles in someone's heart.. makes them a better person, and cares for someone so much that nothing could ever get between them. if it is strong, it will last. if it is good... it is true... and all i know is that love can be concluded in word... Lou. i love you lou... more than life itself.. and i want you to know that u have helped me so much.. and i am there for u as much as u are here for me. u are an amazing person. never change who you are.. i love you the way u are... every single detail, emotion, feature, and feeling. i love you.. and always will.
-Sherri
this is my new diary :]