Have you ever had a bad day and you don't know how to deal with it so you just want to kill your self but then you think it's the easy way out and if you die you so don't want it to be the easy way out cuz when you go to hell you don't want santin to be like "you fucking pussy, you couldnt even find a good way to fucking kill your self, what the fuck is wrong with you"? Cuz then you know that life really sucks and you don't know what to do still! so you get a gun and you think to your self what do I do know? do I just shoot my self and get it over with, just end it know? Or should I go out with a bang, (no pun intendede) and do something drastick and do it in fron of all those who made my life a living hell. But then again why would you want to kill your self because those who made fun of you when you could just make every living moment of there life a lving fucing HELL!!!