wow i havent wrote in here 4ever!!! well i dont think i'm gunna be making as many entries.. i guess u could call it a break.. i'll be here once in a while tho if like n-e thing big happens that i wanna write down or w.e.. soo yeaaa idk leave comments or wut not idc ~kayla

i really dont feel like typing now but i gta have an entry about my weekend.. a lot of stuff happened monday wen i got back from up north but i really dont wanna talk about it but woo i had a weekend upnorth ;-).. it was soo fun i love kim and her family.. me n summer had soo much fun.. so kim has a son my age and woo thank god that he looked good.. his friend was a JERK to summer but brads 12 yr old brother andy didnt seem to summer at all lol.. aww how cute lmao.. me and summer kept smokin and then would tear up the kitchen lol.. me n kims son brad were quite fond of each other that weekend lmao.. anyways.. and on saturday up there me and summer got drunk and went for a scary walk in the woods lol.. i had fun we rode inna a boat and went tubing n waveboarding it was soo fun and i got to ride a 4 wheeler lol but i was scared and almost fell off. well thats enought typing for kayla so PZ

me and summer we're gunna go up north to her cuzins house or w.e but that got changed.. so now i'm goin up north today with my mom, brother, summer, and my moms friend kim. her family's gunna be there and she also has a very cute son ;-) lol.. i was guna bring kelly but the bitch couldnt! fuck u ho lol. soo yesterday was the first day of skool and i already skipped ughh i'm never gunna again cuz thats sad lol.. i only did cuz me and mina have no classes 2gether and we dont have the same lunch either!! ughh she better get her schedule switched cuz i need her lol.. ahh but the first day was pretty good i got to see some of my friends i hadn't seen this summer. ahh i missed them.

yea thats right a day with kelly lol.. i never thought that me and her would ever hang out.. but we did and i love her already. we went to the mall and had some fun times.. planning to shoplift n shit, the bitch cryin cuz her teeth hurt, getting our matchin thongs n notebooks lol, superwoman! there were no fuckin hotties today wtf.. omg i got a new shirt thats says my lips hurt real bad, its fuckin awesome my favorite line from napoleon ever! so i went to volleyball and i 4got my fuckin shoes ugh first the socks now the shoes, but my grandpa dropped umm off soo all was good.. then after practice i went to get my shoes and it was funny cuz while i was buyin em some lady shoplifed from the store and drove off in her car.. the lady at the desk was all freakin out lol.. well 2morro i think kellys commin over n we're gunna smoke awesomeness.. and then skool on friday ughh

ok so the day after my last entry fuckin kenny came over and my mom and he got inna huge fight again and he pushed her and she fuckin broke her wrist and then the cops came and he went to jail.. but he got bailed out and i havent seen him since.. sunday was my bros bday and we went to fun world lol.. i brought mina along.. that was fun we got kicked outta the tubes by these snobby bitches lol.. we played lazer tag lmao and i died 21 times.. after that we came home and ate dinner and stuff and then i spent the night at minas and we went to our vball tourney 2gether.. and oo snaps colin was at the game and later rosie and ida came too.. summer spent the night last night.. we had no pot :( damn it. i need to go skool shopping i think i might go today idk lol.. no practice today coach is giving us a day off. on friday i think i'm gunna spend the weekend with summer at her cuzins house.. partay lol

fuckin ok soo i had fun spendin the night at summers with rosie and ida.. and then i go to my vball practice all high and worn out today lol ugh.. then after practice i went to minas house and had a lot of fun.. then i fuckin get home and all this fuckin drama started.. i dont wanna get into detail.. but uhh fuckin kenny came over all fuckin crazy and shit sayin shit about how hes gunna take full custedy of my lil brother and shit and if not then pay the child support to my grandparents.. then the mother fucker thought i was snooping or w.e and yelled at me and i just fucking went off on him and then ran upstairs and grabbed one of those HUGE fuckin big heavy pencils and was about go go beat him with it but then my moms friend kim stopped me and calmed me down (ik sounds retarded but that fuckin thing would hurt u if i chucked it at ur ass) so then i chucked it against my wall and made a dent.. omg i was soo upset.. uhh but yea thats it pretty much inna nut-shell except like how the whole thing started n shit.. i'm really tired tho soo ima go pass out

well he got his dumbass inna whole shit of trouble fuckin stealin a whole bunch of crack and smokin it all in like one day.. was it worth it?? u got ur ass beat by fuckin niggers and now ur in rehab for like the thousandth time.. good one.. i guess i'm just gunna have to be there for u and except it.. u've been doin this longer then i've been living so w.e i'm used to it.. speaking of the north-side me lisa and lauren got fuckin lost on saturday i think?.. god that shit was scary but it was hilarious cuz lauren cant drive ahaha.. atleast we made it back in one piece and got a funny ass inside joke.. good times.. omg last night me and summer helped mom make pancakes.. and it wasnt no regular pancake, it was a fuckin special pancake omfg lmao.. that was great weeee volleyball game 2morro woo! not like it matters tho since i cant fuckin play until like the 13!! :( man.

ook soo i've been back since monday and it was really fun.. me n summer went to her friend rickys house on friday and saturday and the boy is soo spoiled.. he's real awesome tho i think he secretly loves summer lmao.. he's gotta trampoline.. volleyball net.. his own play-house.. a thousand bikes.. and a go-cart.. woo soo fun.. i got to drive the go-cart but no one wanted me to cuz they were scared but i got to and only crashed once lol but after that i did really good =).. good times but i'm glad i'm back.. summers been at my house since monday but i think shes goin home today idk.. rosie and her little sister ida came over on monday and we all smoked.. today they picked the teams for volleyball i'm on jv and so is mina!! woo! lol i'm really sore i can barely walk i feel handicaped.. i gotta get used to running and being really active tho.. cant be a pothead as much lol

2morro i'm spending the night at summers and then friday to sunday we're goin up north.. that should be fun.. woo =).. we gotta get up early on monday at like 4 am so we can get back in time for vball try-outs that r at 9 in the fuckin morning.. well thats it i'll prolly write another entry sometime soon wen i get back.. leave me love pz

ugh its soo hot today.. all day i was drivin around and running errands with my mom.. fun fun. i havent done much lately.. i slept over at lauras house last night and stayed up til 4 by myself of course.. i love staying up all night and sleeping all day, its fun but i'm sick of not being able to fall asleep wen i want to. i wanna stop being like that all the time cuz my sleeping habits suck.. i can't wait for volleyball tho i miss it.. i need to get in shape seriously i'm too fat and lazy

omfg i'm soo hot right now.. no air conditioning no nothing. wtf. last night i spent the night at alyssias and wen i came home mother told me that she had a miscarriage :(.. she was all sad and was in the hospital last night and i didnt really kno wut to say i was just like, ok.. i dont really wanna get into the subject about it.. today lisa came over and we chilled and umm smoked lol.. we rolled 2 blunts.. went to the gas station.. and chilled in mi madres nice, air-conditioned room woo lol.. i love her shes great.. and ya umm nothing really new here except ppl like to talk shit about me and starting drama over nothing hmm.. yup thats pretty much it. ooh yea friday to saturday (i think) i spent the night at mina binas house.. on friday we went by her little cuzins house and we watched napoleon lol.. also we played hide-n-seek =).. and then on saturday i went with her family to her brothers baseball picnic and ATE.. yup

laura gave me a lap dance a while ago so thats why i feel orgasmic lmao n-e ways.. me, caro, laura, estee, ashley, n megan are all chillin here for her b-day party.. btw carolyns sitting next to me! jealous? you should be lmao.. well its called the "b" party cuz we dont go to thomas more and we're not preppy like laura lol j.k i love her (so does caro) but yea umm.. so earlier i was at chuckie cheese for summers party that was the shiot lol.. we smoked b4 we went which made it more fun for a while.. the tubes there are soo small seriously.. it was great tho we took a lot of pictures and didnt waste our tokens!! score. omg these gurls are such losers cheering old cheers and eating pretzels lol.. well idk wut else to type about so i'm gunna end this here and go PARTAY with the gurls byes. Laura's Birthday Bash Memories ~ pictionary ~ me getting everyone to vandalise the slide ~ ball tag ~ the "B" party ~ stupid cheers ~ pretzel crotch ~ me, estee, n megan sneakin out past curfew for soda n runnin from the cops lmao ~ us showin each other our boobs lol ~ me n caro havin a conversation with lauras neighbor ~ chris chillin with us till 1:30 am ~ drivin with chris to the gas station ~ PANSIN ESTEE lmao ~ tryin to get in the car thru the moon roof ~ spillin soda ~ jammin 2 bootleg ringtonez ~ me n caro singin to every song playing ~ me n caro sayin the exact same things ~ me n megan drawing on laura while she was sleeping ~ Caro: I'll play guitar, Ashley: I'll play clarinet!, me: I got drums, Estee: I'll play accordian! ~ stupid bird! letz go kill it ~ estee's stomach hurt n laura sed to take an advil ~ food hunt that lead 2 money hunt ~ me n estee runnin to the gas station @ 5:30 am.... WE FAILED ~ me singin shakira lmao ~ me: DANIEL!!!... estee: DALE???! ~ simon puked by megans head ~ yo face! lmfao ~ not goin to bed til 6 30 ~ edmond ~ me n caro playin piano together

idk i wanna leave an entry and type about wut has happened since wednesday but sumone has to just keep on leaving retarded ass comments and wuts even more retarded is that it gets to me, i dont want it to but it does. all i gta say to that person is fuck u. Don't talk about how someone else feels or how they are or aren't. Take the time to get to know them. (matt's diary) thats soo true matt.. ppl always have to judge.. ppl always have to be right and have their opinion about sumone. ok so wednesday ryan came over :) that was great he was all playin video games with my brother lol and then summer came over and seen him and she was just like omg lmao. after ryan left we all smoked a bit.. i was drinking to and got really drunk.. mom wasnt happy about that one but ooh well.. thursday sean (family friend) rolled the fattest joint i've ever seen.. seriously. it was like 3 grams.. lol me, summer, n rosie were blown off our asses.. friday i went to kristi's hotel party with summer.. it was really fun lol me n summer met some 19 yr old hotties from michigan n hung out with them ;-).. they were here for a dave matthews band lmao we were makin fun of them for that one.. i got to kno one of them, woo. and then i spent the last 2 nights at summers house and just got home a while ago so yea. summers party is on wednesday and i think lauras is too, i'm not sure tho but idk.. and now i think that ryans mad at me cuz i havent called him but i've been busy so wtf i dont kno at all. me n my mom were just trying to put in a new belly ring but the fucker pierced it wierd and now i cant get the ball on cuz my nails are too long :-/..

well i just got off the phone with mina and she told me she called randy.. and bitched at him for me.. i love her.. see i would but i wouldnt want to on the phone cuz i wanna scream right at him, in his face with everyone watching.. the rumors arent true cuz i'm not like that especially with his ass.. fuckin gross. it makes me gag just thinking about it. well wen she called him he denied everything. of course. but i kno he's lying fuckin ugly fat fuck. he was like all me n kayla did was that she broke my heart n broke up with me lmfao ya ok.. he seems to become obsessed with n-e gurl he likes even if he doesnt go with them.. if its a lie about wut u sed then all these ppl wouldnt keep fuckin telling me the same thing. i'm not conceited at all but i am WAAYY too good for him.. n-e one is. ppl have been hurting me soo bad lately. its like u cant trust n-e one n-e more. wtf? did i miss something? i'm sick of everyone thinking that i'm such a bad person.. seriously.. but if thats wut u guys think then ur not worth it.

so yesterday i went and picked up felicia with my dad in my quote on quote "maternity shirt". she slept-over and then today we went to six flags! woo. we only went on raging bull and the iron wolf tho and then we hit up the water park yeaaa buddy lol. woo fun shit. i stole a big ass pudding cup thing cuz it was fuckin expensive and i didnt want my girlfriend (felicia) to pay for it so i just walked away with it lmao. my mom called me a clepto ahh funny. and wtf we were all walking to go onna ride and there was this band and then there was this girl dancing SO FUCKIN RETARDED!.. i think everyone was watching her. not the band lol.. soo i decided to dance too.. just like her.. woo i was hot lol JK. in the water park we lost my family so it was just me and fe.. we went in the wave pool which was the shiot cuz i only drowned once this time. the little water playground was fun but damn the place was crowded.. this big bucket of water fell on us and the pressure of the water made my shorts i was wearing over my bikini fall off a bit lmao.. ooh yea we also went on a waterslide but my fuckin tube thing got stuck :( damnit. lol.. but n-e ways i hadda great time with felicia and my family. bitches. felicia u kno u love ur souvenir ;-) lol.

mann i've been loosin friends with a snap of a finger.. some good ones too, well atleast i thought.. from now on i'm livin by this quote.. be more concerned about your' character than your reputation cuz yor character is who you are 'and your reputation is just wut other people [ think of you ]* well carolyns party was pretty fun she looked soo beautiful lmao.. woulda been better if colin didnt have his fudgin door locked! gosh. but yea i got to spend some time with my bestest friend and see some other ppl i havent seen inna while.. yups.

idk wut to write nothing really is happening.. just sittin here bored.. i'm waiting for ryan to call me later.. i like him :D.. lol n-e ways.. yesterday the modeling thing went good cuz i got a call back n i have to go back on saturday.. later on will came over n he smoked me up lol, but he really irritates me sumtimes i'm always waiting on him ugh.. one of these days i'm gunna snap.. 2morros carolyns quince woo :).. b4 the party i think i'm gunna go the mall with mina maybe, who knos.. but yup thats wut goin on.. ohh yea sunday felicia might go to 6 flags with me! yay. ok i'm done pz..

sunday night i spent the night at minas cuz on monday we went to 6 flags!!! :) it was soo fun woo.. i made her go on raging bull but then she made me go on vertical volocity lol.. we went on a bunch of other rides too and we went to the water park damn that was flippin fun but there were no hotties in site :( lol damn. but ugh both me and mina lost our voices form screamin so that sucks.. we got back to her house at like midnight so i spent the night again. i came home 2day and went shopping at kohl's with my auntie she spent like 200 some dollars lol.. she needed new clothes and we bought me an outfit for my modeling interview thingy i'm goin to 2morro :).. i hope it goes all good n i make a good impression.. ..w.e wtf i mean u dont even kno wut happened u werent sittin next to us i didnt let her talk shit she did it on her own it was at her house and i told her to stop but i wasnt gunna fuckin make her but see u wouldnt kno that cuz u wont listen to me to even kno wut happened.. so until u decide to talk to me HUNNY ur the immature one cuz i did not want our friendship to end over something this stupid..

my dad gets me real mad.. i mean he wasnt there for me for a while and then all of a sudden he comes back and trys to tell me wut to do wtf?! ugh we just got into a fight about the computer and then was bitchin at me and gave me a lecture about respect and like a minute ago he gave me a little note talking about how i made him feel wtf.. is he like waiting for me to go upstairs to talk to him cuz i really dont plan on it. i mean i love him and all i guess but he just pisses me off WAY too much. n-e ways... now to the title of this entry.. yesterday was the quince!!! woo it was soo fun we rode inna limo after church to the party.. the worst part was takin pictures cuz it was real hot lol.. i hadda good time.. good memories w/ mina and colin in the car *wink* lmao and the party was just overall great.. i was there til like 12 maybe? woo. oo yea and me and my mom r good again ok lol.. i'm glad its over w/ cuz friday and yesterday were so hecktic (however you spell it) but it was worth it.. and 2morro i might get to go w/ mina to six flags :) i lovers her lol happy birthday pookie

my mom is fucking crazy. i cant fucking stand her sumtimes i wish i had a remote to make her SHUT THE FUCK UP i swear shes like bipolar one minute shes like my best friend and the next i wanna beat the shit outta her.. she makes me crazy.. god i swear AHHH! yep. but hey wut r you gunna do shes my mom n all and i love her i mean we all say things wen we're mad but i meant wut i sed n i dont hate her just sumtimes she really urks me bad.