wow so much stuff has happened since the last time a wrote. ill just do the highlights of th epast few weeks...months. so last week in our soccer game against sequoyah, we were losing 2-1. and i looked at the clock and there were 8 seconds left. i wa slike shit were screwed. and we were takign a corner kick. they kicke dit out again. i wa slike morgan!!! QUICK!!! idk what happened, but the ball comes rolling out to me and im standing on the left corner of the huge box. i put my whole fucking body into that ball with my left foot. it chipped, curved, spun backwards and dropped perfectly right behind the goalies head and right under the top post....in the last second. the ball feel and the buzzers like eeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i staretd screaming....our whole team was screaming. it was amazing. my dad made that money deal a long time ago, and even sed hed give me $50 for that one. rick was impressed. it wa sawosme i didnt care htat we tied a sucky team, i was so freaking happy. in the stands at half time, i saw my dad sittine with a lady with red hair. after a long time i finally realized that wa smy step mom from jordan. i didnt get to see her because i had to leave fast. me and roxanna were tlaknig after the game and she slike...u need to preserve your foot like the guy in zoolander preserved his hand. it was funny. the next day at school, coach wade slike...that was a nice goal young lady. i wa slike yesssss. liek a week b4 that he asked me to bring my stuff and go to the avrsity game. i didnt gett to play bcuz the score was like 2-1 and theres no way i couldve gone in. likehalf the actual team didnt even get to play. but roger drove us there and i sat and talekd to him. amys sister melody was sooo nice to me. and shes amazing at soccer. there were like 2 or 3 othe rnice girls on the team. the rest were kindof bitchy...but w/e so i went to practice like wednesday, and i couldnt open my locker bcuz i forgot my key so i borrowed callie's tennis shoes and pulled up my socks and pretended to have shin guards on. then coach crafts like...coach wade wants u to go practice varsity. i wa slike uummmmmmmm. shes like...id think that would b an honor wouldnt you? i wa slike....yeah but of all the days to do it...it had to be the one day i didnt have my stuff. so i went and we did long balls and i fucked up so bad. i was embarassed. i made myself look like a complete idiot. some of the palyers were really nice to me and all, but they wer eliek so intimidating i wouldnt try hard against them bcuz u no they were superior and yeah it sucked. im probably never gonig to gett hat chance again. but hey maybe i can actually play avrsity next year. thatd b awsome. so soccers going great so far. its saturday 11:21 pm, so itll b sunday soon. spring break justs tarted. yesterday was a feb, so we got out early and every1 went home. i stayed and found a volleyball and played socce rin the gym. boozer came and scared the shit out of me, but it turns out im aloud to b there so i got to stay as long as i had tennis shoes. so i ge ton the bus and the only ppl r me, maggie, anna, and anna's psycho friend. we sat in the front and talked to roger the hwole time. he had these fantas and cokes in the front seat and im liek whats that for? hes liek the middle schoolers actually got their money in and were having a pizza party. he sed we could have one. i wa sliek yes!! so i got a coke and door to door service. i went shoppin gotday with coco. we went to target. i spent forever trying to get a swimsuit. the ones i wanted werent in my size. i finalyl got one for $10 wich wa samazing an dit actually fit. 50 bucks says it wont last me more than a week. I HATE swimsuits. they suck ass. everyones leaving and liek going to florida for spring break. coco leaves monday and mel already left so im gonig to b all alone most of the time. o hell. i am going to DIE. ill b typing, playing soccer, watching moveies, petsitting, yadda yadda yadda.... i need to think of some huge project to do for the entire week. like build a car idk. no not a car, but osemthing time consuming and productive. ill play piano and guitar and omg ok so i stole my moms concealer and used it for liek2 weeks....i got HORRIBLE acne. omg ive never had acne before and now it wont go away. i am frekain gout. it is so incredibly gross. iw ash my fac eliek 5-7 times a day. i am not kididng. i even did a face mask. well im not using that shit nemore. god if it doesnt go away im gonig to have to get acutane or soemthing. i met maysoon yesterday. shes my dads new wife form jordan. she doesnt really speak english, but she slearning. shes really pretty andhas long red hair. i swear to god she looks liek shes 18. being how thats kindof gross bcuz my dads like 40 soemthing. i honestly think its awsome bcuz its liek having an older sister. i have never had an older sister. i ahve 2 pain in the ass little brothers, but not a sister. shes really cool. shell b awosme when she learns english. the only thing is i swear she doesnt eat. she hate sEVERYTHING. she hates seafood, red meat, sandwiche sof any kind. its insane.