Happy St. Patties Day!

So it's 2AM and I'm sitting in the common area in the dorm, playing phase 10. I am normally very verbally violent when playing this game but for some reason tonight I'm really calm. Though I wish this game would end though I'm not really sure why. But it's whatever. This week I believe this week is going to suck because I'm just coming off of break, I'm not going to want to do shit. More so this break went so fast. Normally they seem to take forever. So in a few days it will be St. Patty's day. I'm really happy about that it's going to be a lot of fun. This is where I should see indifferent boy. Hopefully things will be good, I mean there will be other girls there and most likely "competition" though I'm not even sure I want something to happen other than just to chat and hang out. Idk I will update about the party it's self.

it's been a great start of spring break so far. The day was really nice so we went and walked around at an outdoor mall for a bit. Now we are back at the pad (dorm) just chilling watching a movie there is only a few of us here that didn't go home. It's so nice, really what I wanted! =)

So I found out today that my roommate is not coming back to this college next year because she didn't get the RA position. B/c her loan place shut down. =( And I need to find a date to my friends wedding. The two guys I want to take are also going to the wedding and one is in the wedding party and I bet that one won't want to go with me. I can only hope the one will say yes. I just got to get up the courage to ask him

So I woke up yesterday with the snow coming down, and no one though it was a good idea to cancel school the bastards. Well regardless the day went well realized that I don't have as much work to do before break than I though. though I do have a test tomorrow and I'm hoping that I do well going to go to a review session tonight. I have a hard decision to make between working at a place I love this summer or staying and taking summer classes so that I can study abroad and graduate on time. I think I might plan it out on Friday once everyone goes home. I'm going to stay at school of a bit of spring break to have some me time. Perhaps finish my book who knows. Then I will go home to party! It's just that right now everything seems to easy and yet so hard at the same time. I just don't know it's like it's luring me into a false sense of security to just come back and bite me in the ass at some point. Who knows maybe I'm just crazy. And cramps suck end of story.

I'm about to head home for the weekend I'm kind of wish that I could just stay at school this weekend but I have some friends that need attending too. Perhpas it will be a nice relaxing time at home who knows. But I do know that I have a decent amount of work that needs to be done for this week coming up.

So my cal test went well or so it felt. I managed to plan some stuff out as are as taking summer classes and how i'm going to get all my credits in graduate on time and study abroad. Hopefully financially I won't have to much of a problem. I'm really tired for some reason day not sure why. Believe I might read and lay down just got back from the gym. there is an International Residents Adviser position for the summer they will give me free room and board and 1 free class i'm going to to a meeting to check it out...b/c then i only have to pay like 2,000 something for classes instead of 3. I want to go to the book store to just sit and read but it's like I don't have time...it's crazy.

So this weekend was great. My roommates birthday was this weekend and her boyfriend came up for a visit. She had something to do Saturday morning so me and her boyfriend went out to eat. It was nice just bullshitted for a long time. Watched some movies, then I ended up having to take a friend to the hospital b/c she needed to get her knee checked out fell really bad on some ice. She just bruised it really good. The Saturday night we went to Ozzy's which is like a big play place for adults it had a rock wall, rollerskating, a ropes course, and lazer tag. It was awesome! Sunday I slept really late had some Birthday cake, did some hw and watched the Oscar's. I watched slum dog millionaire last night understandably why it won best picture of the year! But other than that not much new oh calc test tomorrow.

I'm still sick, idk why what ever this fucking this is it took me down and hard, I'm still running a temp after what 4 days. Yuck!

I"m still sick but I believe it's on it's way out I believe I will have the sore throat and runny nose for a while. But other than that I still have that run down feeling after moving about to much like I went to my first class today and wen to see a prof, and I feel like I could sleep for at least 3 hours now. I will be really glad when that passes. But other than that life is pretty good expect for now I'm light years behind on my hw. Just b/c I don't/didn't really have the energy to do anything. Oh well hopefully I will be able to catch up. I really am not that worried expect for the fact that I"m still so unmotivated b/c I'm still sick and run down. Yes well it will get better in time and my profs seem to understand you can really hear it in my voice and just see it in my body..lol hopefully it will be over soon.

I have been so incredibility sick for the past three days I have been debating on weather or not I should skip my two classes today and just chill. B/c I have the worst headache of my life, my and stomach still doesn't feel right. And I'm still sweating so bad, it's crazy.

I just wanted to say that for some reason my computer is not letting me post comments on friends diarys humm weird...but I wanted put this out there so people didn't think I didn't care

I'm so sore and tired. I can't believe it's Wednesday already I'm not really sure where the week went. I still got a decent amount to work to do before I'm done this week. Plus the book I"m reading is so amazing I really don't want to put it down, and being that I really don't have this weekend to do work I believe it need to get done asap. I will figure something out I'm sure even if it means I have to be up really late tonight! hopefully though I can get it done by 12.

So I went home Friday spent some time with my cousin and my mom it was a fun time over all. I ended up going to a friends house Friday night got so shit faced. Part of me doesn't even remember what happened, well really I do just most parts are blurry. Saturday morning I with with my friends to view their new apartment. It's so much better than their current one I'm really happy for them. Then went to a small dinner with the family and I mean everyone involved. Aunts and uncles that i don't see that often. We all then when in to see my Aunt who is in the hospital she looks so week and run down. She started throwing up near the end of our visit. So my family headed home then and had dinner at home and watched a few movies. I started reading a book my cousin gave me. It's pretty good so far. Sunday I was supposed to be back at school by 4 for a review session. But what really happened and I'm really glad about this was. I went out to eat with my cousin, my uncle and his wife. Then went to go see my grandmother because it was her birthday. It was a nice visit. We then went into the hospital to see my Aunt she is doing a lot better on Sunday she doesn't look as frail, she always looks frail she also has her voice back. Her snappy and witty self is back as well. After that I went out with my cousin from FL Heather and my other cousin from around here Becky. We went out to eat and went to a bar. I was the DD so I just watched as though two got pretty lit. It was a fun time. Becky and I decided that we are going to go see a concert this coming Sunday since I'm going home to help my friends from Friday move. The test I took on Monday went well, it seemed really easy. I was also so tired Monday I ended up taking a nap. What a waste of a day. lol But today I got up and went to an aerobics class like i did before i sprained my ankle. It's feeling ok hurts a little right now going to need to ice it later but it's better to keep it moving I think. =) math class and job hurting are on the agenda for the rest of the day also meeting with the adviser to see if study abroad may be possible.

So my Aunt is in the hospital- they say it doesn't look good. So because of this my cousin is coming up from Florida. I really hope I don't have to attend a funeral anytime soon. I have a shit ton of hw now on top of everything I have to go home this weekend. Fuck why now?

So my ankle is still sore but eh it's in the process of getting better. It's snowing again yuck, the only good thing about snow is that classes might be canceled. I have a ton of hw to do today and I'm not really feeling up to it. It's more of a do nothing kind of day. Oh well I need to check on my friends there break up is still really flipping messy. One just feels like shit today and well I just want to make sure she's ok. The whole boy thing there is nothing new to report as of now other than i'm not going to go see indecisive boy this weekend. And I have not heard from work boy in about two weeks I'm currently going to text him perhaps I will get a reply some time. Oh well I believe that's all for now. Anything exciting I will update asap.

Today started out good. But then slowly got worse as the day progressed by two pm I had gotten a notice that I have to pay a 20 dollar fine to my college for not registering my car right away. I then fell and sprained my ankle really bad so b/c of this I was like fuck work I hurt really bad. And still really do I iced it and it seemed to make it hurt worse oh well. Then I went to a class on art history boring as fuck. it wasn't too bad for a little while but by 8:45 was so done i couldn't listen any longer.

the steelers are going to win end of story.

It's snowing again grr I"m so tired of freaking snow. Also I only have once class today and I can't wait to go and just get it out of the way. I'm going to be alone most of this weekend my roommate is going home with a friend. I probably would have to if it wouldn't be for the fact that I'm baby sitting. I have no updates on any boys. And recently I have spent most of my time reading so there is nothing really exciting to report.

no school nuff said =)