I don't believe in

by incrediblesummer
Feeling: compassionate
I wish some days that I could say I don't believe in love. How wrong that is, I just don't believe I have completely found it yet. I believe that I have come close. I believe that there is someone who I could grow to love. I also know that I will someday love what I do for the rest of my life. But just like the person it's hit or miss for a while. I wish to some day be engaged to a smart talented man who will love me for who I am. Who I can talk to about anything, and makes me smile and touches my heart with this words at the same time. If fate will have it we will marry and have wonderful children. ok now my sappy side is out, been thinking about a guy a lot recently one I can't have anytime soon. sux. My best friend Sarah is out of town for the weekend, the weekend I go back to school. So what I'm doing now is relatively boring compared to what would be going on if she was around.
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Somewhere near some place called phoenixville? maybe fuck knows. I would have tried to go to school there, I was really looking forward to it but like I say it didn't work out.

I've never written a novel just a few short stories. All the stuff I write inc. scripts is quite dark. I don't do happy sappy stuff lol!

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That's a really good idea, just need to work up the courage to say it now :]
I was more into doing the novel writing but I've gotten right into the scripts now :]
I would love to be an English teacher but I'd like to move to like Canada.

I was going to move to somewhere in Pen. just before I started uni. with my dad but it fell through, long story though lol.

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Where abouts do you live?
I think it's great that you are studying that :]
Erm...I just love writing, wanted to develop my skills in poetry, prose and scriptwriting. But the I also wanted a degree which would get me somewhere in life, so this degree is half literature :]
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Oh wow I bet that is an amazing thing to study. I've had a small amount of art therapy before, I found it interesting and my dad had it too years and years ago, it really helped him.

London is a shithole! But luckily its him that lives there not me :]
There is a lot of history there but it's mostly just polluted, busy and full of kids stabbing each other.
Yes that's exactly why 2 of the boys suck, cos he one who is maybe stringing me also has a girlfriend who is meant to have broken up with (not for me).
And london boy as we will call him, is at uni (university) in london while i am at uni (studying english&creative writing) in newcastle which is the opposite side of england lol!

What are you studying? And if she's away, why not smoke it explain and buy her some more?
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Jesus that is a long wait...I hope he is worth it aha!

Erm one of mine is untouchable because he is happily taken. One of them lives like...600 miles from me because of uni. And the other is possibly stringing me along...it's difficult to tell these days.

Start now :] It's like 3.45am over here so I cant get anymore sadly.
ahaha your entry made me giggle...very poetic to begin with and then just straight up at the end lol! And I am in the same position with like 2 guys maybe 3 aha! Lame.

That quote is wonderful :] Good call.
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