note to self: karma sucks. don't talk shit. i seriously need to just go somewhere far away and take a vacation from life. i need a breather. thinking about the next few weeks makes me want to throw up. tomas is so fucking needy. i used to think it was dumb for girls to say "i want a guy who's mature and blahblahblah" and now i guess i'm eating those words. tomas is a baby. i can't stand him sometimes, he is so damn dependant. he want me to make all decisions and his mommy does everything for him. its pathetic, really. so as of right now, everything is crappy. i'm still confused. SOMEONE GIVE ME THAT VACATION ineeditbaddd.