Okay so alot has changed since my last entry. Sonny's completely outta picture and im completely happy about it really. Because i found someone that treats me better makes me happy makes me smile. He's just as good as sonny only like 5,000 times better. Dustin. MY dustin, not jordan's MY dustin...lol And one of my new best friends..well not new anymore but she was in the middle of the school year. She moved to idaho and she's so so depressed she's threatening to kill herself and i'm really tired of that crap..but she's trying to find a place to live down here cause her mother says she can move back down if she can find a place to live :). She calls me like every 5 minutes, so i kinda rarely pick up the phone anymore. She's got one of those "I dont give a shit" personalities that really can just piss you off sometimes. She kinda the total opposite of me. kinda...but i luv her nonetheless and i miss her...although it still hasnt really hit me that she's really GONE...never coming back GONE...This summer Dustin's coming to visit for a week. We're going to the fair on the 27th of July which is the day before he leaves. We're going to An All-American Rejects concert that's FREE can you believe it...an AAR concert (and AAR is like a HUGE band) is having a FREE concert..all you have to do is pay for the ticket to get in and your set...and you have to get there like 5 hours early but still its awesome. I cant wait for that..or the 23rd which is the day we're picking Dustin up from the airport :) thats really all the update i can give. =D