So I don't know if the whole writing my papers on my blog thing is working or not. But I hope so. I'm sure I'll continue to use it if I don't have juices flowing. Currently, FFE and myspace are under work right now so I can't login to either. Irritating! Haha. But maybe it's for the better because I haven't blogged in a while. Today is the 3rd meaning two days left until I am 18! So so very crazy. Tomorrow is our last judging. I'm starting to get a little more confident in my speech. But I'm losing hope in my chances at winning. I guess we'll just see. I am having my birthday party this Friday! It should be a blast. But also hard work to piece together. No one really knows what to wear (it's 90s themed). But 80s is so overdone... and I'm a 90s baby so it would be fun. Idk we'll see the turnout. I hope it's a good night :] I'm a little sad because last night I stayed home from younglife because I needed to catch up on my work..but I didn't get to ANYTHING! And it was just a very wasteful day. I'm falling wayyyyy too behind in my classes. It's a little frustrating. Okay well I should probably continue getting ready for our field trip today! :] Zenger farm here we come. Hope to blog soon! xoxo, Carmen [still 17 years old]