Boys lie so much.

Feeling: alone





Today. School. Sucks normally, right? Well today sucked even more. Let's see.
Kerrie didn't come to school. Neither did Amanda. And in my first class, they are the only friends I have. That I love and enjoy talking to. The people that were there hate me. So first period sucked. Then yearbook. I guess it was the highlight of my day, because it was alright. Nothing bad happened. Had a Mr. Pibb and hung out with TR. Then Algebra 2. The same as always. (I don't have anyone in that class so I just normally sit there and listen to others' conversations..sometimes I'm included.) Then 8th period. Amanda came to school for me. So I chilled with her. And I am now the background on Katie's phone because I was walking around with my scarf tied around my head like an idiot, and I suppose it was a funny site so she took a picture. I must say, I was quite the dork. Of course, Josh was absent during my day because he's in assignment school. He called and told me to hurry up if I needed a ride home. So when we were riding home I told him that it's too bad he had to go somewhere- I wanted to sleep with him today. (joke..joke). He said "That'd be cheating." I looked at him. "Cheating on what?" Yeah then I found out that last night when he told me he was kidding when he told me he had a girlfriend, he wasn't. I took off my seatbelt and said stop the car im walking home. He didn't. So i started crying. And I don't hold it back in front of him anymore cause he's seen me do it enough. So I let loose and started yelling at him. I would like to have slapped him. But um...of course not. Never would I do that. But he's lucky. Because the force with which I slammed everything in my house around once I walked in would have taken him to the hospital.

I kill life.






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boys are jerks...dont worry about it. Ive had my share of cheaters as well. It took me FOREVER to find a guy worth any of my time, and you will find someone too :-)
[Anonymous]
black eyeliner would look nice on you.
i like your diary :)
your username is cute tooo.


[Anonymous]
mooch mooch love to you darling.. dont be sad about fags.. dont let josh turn you into a sexist either. dude, sitdiary kicks so much ass. we can write whatever the fuck we want and no one will ever see it. so lets stay on here forever and pour our sick, sad, and lovesick hearts out and take sitdiary by storm. haha. not.

erin
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